Dec 10, 2012 18:31
I feel like I'm wasting my life.
Like I'm always just waiting for it to get better.
"Oh, well maybe after this blows over, it'll be okay."
or
"Just give it a little while, things will get better."
and the classic
"Tomorrow is a new day."
Whatever.
I know I'm not old enough to really be saying that I have my whle life, but.. if you think about it.. how long am I actually going to live?
I nearly not annihilated by a car the other day.
...and honestly, if I died right now ...I wouldn't die happy.
I don't even really know where I'm going with this.
It's just a passing thought.
I'm so tired...