May 27, 2005 22:44
I don't update much anymore, but I felt this needed to be said...
THANKS FOR FUCKING CALLING ME! Im done, I quit. I give up with this one. It isint worth my fucking time anymore. Second time, I just don't give a fuck anymore about what happens in life. Its not like I do much, I wake up around noon. And just fucking sit here at the PC. Doing nothing, Starring at the wall, And listening to music. Maybe this is why I'm a little fucked in the head. All I want is a tiny peice of happiness to keep my fucking mind occupied for the moment being in my life so i dont just have all this shit bombarding me. Its not like I can magicaly go "Hey, its ok, I can live for ____". Let me explain, I need something to fill that gap. And right now, its empty. More bad news, Chances are I'm staying back in school. I'm fucking passing math with a 85, and they want me to go to summer school for it because im a week behind in the class and wont be able to finish it.
I can't calm down...
I'm Broken at the moment.