Pissed off
Aaah well, I thought the feel good sensation I was experiencing was too good to last. Unfortunately I am now back at work, being ground relentlessly into a system which denies me the rights to think for myself, to have an opinion, or do what I'm best at - fix PCs.
The current workplace is definitely not for me, it is overmanaged which means that nobody gets to do a bit of everything, which is what I enjoy. I'm looking into other jobs on a daily basis so hopefully, sooner or later, I should be able to find something. There are a lot of jobs at the moment which I could do, but require me to have a driving license. This is something I need to work on immediately. Donna and I will be sorting this out after the Paris trip, which I hope won't be spoilt by me dreading going back to work.
I got a bit pissed off at work today, called someone a fucking cunt, I'm not sure if they heard, but I felt a bit guilty afterwards.
I'm off to see my line manager tomorrow to see if I can get moved into another team better suited to what I enjoy - setting up/fixing PCs etc.
On a different note I sorted my electric toothbrush out today, discharged and recharged the battery and replaced the head. Hopefully it should be working ok for the next few months.
Anyway, thats about it. I feel like shit, probably look like shit, oh and have to take it all day at work.
The current workplace is definitely not for me, it is overmanaged which means that nobody gets to do a bit of everything, which is what I enjoy. I'm looking into other jobs on a daily basis so hopefully, sooner or later, I should be able to find something. There are a lot of jobs at the moment which I could do, but require me to have a driving license. This is something I need to work on immediately. Donna and I will be sorting this out after the Paris trip, which I hope won't be spoilt by me dreading going back to work.
I got a bit pissed off at work today, called someone a fucking cunt, I'm not sure if they heard, but I felt a bit guilty afterwards.
I'm off to see my line manager tomorrow to see if I can get moved into another team better suited to what I enjoy - setting up/fixing PCs etc.
On a different note I sorted my electric toothbrush out today, discharged and recharged the battery and replaced the head. Hopefully it should be working ok for the next few months.
Anyway, thats about it. I feel like shit, probably look like shit, oh and have to take it all day at work.