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Im starting to find that my general frustration and angst is becoming anger. I'm not happy with the place that I'm moving to psycologically. In all honesty I feel like I'm fed up with life and I've got nothing to lose. I'm on the verge of snapping, but then again I have been for about three years.
In other news I've realized that there is somebody who a while back I thought I had a crush on because I cared for her. Now though I realize that I just felt like caring for somebody, its a feeling that I cant exactly catagorize, but the best way I can put it is. I want to love her, now whether that's like a sister or like something more it doesn't particularly matter, the point is that I feel like caring.
Yet another revelation, I have never fit in anywhere I go. I have found people like me, but never at OES. It is a main factor contributing to my general anger.
In other news I've realized that there is somebody who a while back I thought I had a crush on because I cared for her. Now though I realize that I just felt like caring for somebody, its a feeling that I cant exactly catagorize, but the best way I can put it is. I want to love her, now whether that's like a sister or like something more it doesn't particularly matter, the point is that I feel like caring.
Yet another revelation, I have never fit in anywhere I go. I have found people like me, but never at OES. It is a main factor contributing to my general anger.