how i know i love him
only 2 days have gone by without mike
i miss him soo much.
i think the longest we can be apart from each other is a few hours.
its horrible i know, but good at the same time.
i want to cry for him, but what would that do?
maybe he will be able to get a early flight home, just maybe.
this is how i know i love him. i have finally found someone in which i love truely and care for. someone who feels the same for me. i have never felt this way for anyone else. its such a great feeling. its the feeling of "being in love". ohhhhhh. hehehe. this is the last trip he takes without me. i cant handle this. i mean how much time are you suposed to spend with friends? mike is my way out, my light to the world, my heart he is my everything. not something i can put into words.
i have an interview tomorrow.
shall be good.
its for an general office clerk.
$13-14 an hour! whoohoo, full time!
she said it will be an hour and a half! maybe that means im getting the job.
she said she really likes my resume and was excited to meet me.
i found a cute skirt of my moms im going to wear, shall be fun!
im going back on the no carb diet for a few weeks.
i totally lost control and was eating everything in site.
now no breads, pasta, pizza, potatoes, junk, fried foods, desserts, coffee..yada yada yada
i gained 5 pounds. i want them off. you can tell so much how clothes fit.
danielle kinda got on my nerves today.
she was telling me things like i didnt already know.
and how mike doesnt want kids and doesnt like them at all. she doesnt even know.
and how i should look at her mom and not to turn out like that and i said i was going to school and have a job, and all she wanted to do was argue. whatever. im not going to go out with her while mike is gone. i dont want to.
im really tired. and i took a nap, but my eyes are heavy.
i slept at ashleys last nite with kylee.
aww it was fun.
went to sleep at like 4.
went to hustler and megaplexx at 12am.
the kitties were all jumping on the bed and playing with my feet.
they were really cute.
we bought this sex game and played it. it was fun, but i think it was intended for more people.
no period yet.
it was suposed to come either yesterday, today, or tomorrow. and i actually dont think it will be tomorrow. im just going to forget about it and if it doesnt come by tuesday when mike comes back then i guess there will be another test.
i didnt get to go to the gym today because of so much drama. i was going to go now, but i know it will be very busy and the machines will be taken. so that means i have to work out extra hard tomrrrow.
if i do get that job then i need to go shopping at the gap and express for nice dress work clothes.
i have zip zero. i still havent even started on my scrapbook. i have it here. oh how it just looks like so much work.
i miss him soo much.
i think the longest we can be apart from each other is a few hours.
its horrible i know, but good at the same time.
i want to cry for him, but what would that do?
maybe he will be able to get a early flight home, just maybe.
this is how i know i love him. i have finally found someone in which i love truely and care for. someone who feels the same for me. i have never felt this way for anyone else. its such a great feeling. its the feeling of "being in love". ohhhhhh. hehehe. this is the last trip he takes without me. i cant handle this. i mean how much time are you suposed to spend with friends? mike is my way out, my light to the world, my heart he is my everything. not something i can put into words.
i have an interview tomorrow.
shall be good.
its for an general office clerk.
$13-14 an hour! whoohoo, full time!
she said it will be an hour and a half! maybe that means im getting the job.
she said she really likes my resume and was excited to meet me.
i found a cute skirt of my moms im going to wear, shall be fun!
im going back on the no carb diet for a few weeks.
i totally lost control and was eating everything in site.
now no breads, pasta, pizza, potatoes, junk, fried foods, desserts, coffee..yada yada yada
i gained 5 pounds. i want them off. you can tell so much how clothes fit.
danielle kinda got on my nerves today.
she was telling me things like i didnt already know.
and how mike doesnt want kids and doesnt like them at all. she doesnt even know.
and how i should look at her mom and not to turn out like that and i said i was going to school and have a job, and all she wanted to do was argue. whatever. im not going to go out with her while mike is gone. i dont want to.
im really tired. and i took a nap, but my eyes are heavy.
i slept at ashleys last nite with kylee.
aww it was fun.
went to sleep at like 4.
went to hustler and megaplexx at 12am.
the kitties were all jumping on the bed and playing with my feet.
they were really cute.
we bought this sex game and played it. it was fun, but i think it was intended for more people.
no period yet.
it was suposed to come either yesterday, today, or tomorrow. and i actually dont think it will be tomorrow. im just going to forget about it and if it doesnt come by tuesday when mike comes back then i guess there will be another test.
i didnt get to go to the gym today because of so much drama. i was going to go now, but i know it will be very busy and the machines will be taken. so that means i have to work out extra hard tomrrrow.
if i do get that job then i need to go shopping at the gap and express for nice dress work clothes.
i have zip zero. i still havent even started on my scrapbook. i have it here. oh how it just looks like so much work.