you're no good at lying. i'm no good at comebacks
wow. stress is killing me. mainly cuz of that lame election debate project in civics.
and then there would be my mother's constant pressure on me to be the best in everything i do. "you're grades aren't good enough"...uh sorry my gpa is fucking high, but it's just not high enough. geezus.
so...scu on saturday was amazing! i want to start going there right now. i love that place. so effing awesome. and i saw jamie and her sister tried convincing me to apply to berkeley...she's very persuasive. and i saw CATHERINE! my little fisher! i woke her up! hahahaha! awe. and then we talked for a good hour and then i dined and dashed because of...HOMECOMING!
i had all of an hour and a half to shower, straighten my hair, do my make-up, and find all my clothes. then i picked up jas and we drove to tiffany w's ... gina and meighan followed me up the hill, but i had no idea where i was going. so we met up with a huge chunk of kairos kiddies - gina, steph, dani, maddy, shannon...and then mary ann, meighan and...am i forgetting someone? and then the four guys. awe. dani and jason!!!!! and megan nelson came!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and her matt reed!!!!!!
then beni hana's...maddy led me into a dead end! arrrghhh! my little brother and his friends were there too.
catie is hillarious. "it didn't work?...the volcanoe didn't work?" she looked so sad. it was so funny. "make the face, catie! make it! we need a picture of it! make it! you're facial expressions are so distinct." "really?" "yeah! LIKE THAT ONE! PICTURE!"...you get the idea.
so as im backing out of my parking spot, i start going over the curb and let out this squeal of fright which made jasmine burst into a fit of giggles. then we get on the freeway going the wrong way! leave it to me to do something stupid like that...except WE WEREN'T GOING THE WRONG WAY! it was just the modified right way.
so...we got to the dance and the entrance line was combined with the picture line! what the hell?! oh yeah. it's cuz we were all little deliquents last year who snuck in through the picture line.
so after colin screaming in my ear every time he saw me, people flashing cameras in my face, and me falling flat on my face...i'm surprised i came out of homecoming alive. being that i was deaf, blind, and crippled by the end.
though falling was definitely the highlight of my night. i was just following my friends...tunnel vision of course because i didnt want to get separated from them...and suddenly i tripped on those stupid wires that were criss-crossed at every other opening of the tent. WHY DID THEY PUT WIRES?! whatever. i played it off so well. because i fall a lot. so i just laughed. and my friends laughed. and everyone else had this shocked expression on their face...because WOW! I FACE PLANTED ON THE WET CONCRETE AT HOMECOMING!
driving home on the hills in the fog and rain was also quite enjoyable.
and my mother finding my halloween costume amusing was also enjoyable. cuz she didnt think it was funny until i told her about the border patrol half. i rock.
today...jeans...putting up problem 33 which happened to be the ONE i did not do was awesome. so he gets to my lovely unsolved drawing on the board...."who did problem 33?" "I DIDNT DO IT!" all matt's fault, really. he had the answer but he was too much of a pussy to risk it.
editor's meetings are so unproductive. i love it.
okay. ADIOS!