DAMNIT!

[hawkthehunter]

OKay, right now, I am seriously pissed, and totally irrational, so bare with me or don't, it makes no fuckin difference, I'm just fuckin pissed off. Got back from spring break w/ family, and now I"m grumpy as hell, why? cause I NEVER wanted to give ALL OF MY FUCKIN WEEK TO MY FAMILY!!!!! I love my folks and my bro, dont' get me wrong, but we wen't on a trip that ate up all five days of spring break, and now they're eathing up three of the weekend days as well.... MOTHERFUCKER, this isn't what I signed up for!!! you know one of the things I was looking forward to more than anything for spring break???? some ME time... fucking MEEEEE TIMEEEEEE.... and now this fuckin vacation and this damn easter party on sunday are killing it all, not to mention I got sick w/ whatever paul had... fun bonus..... again, don't get me wron,g a lot of the vacation was fun, but I was ready to go home by WENSDAY!!! who's fucking idea was it to do this all fucking week?!?!?!! so now I'm grumpy, I'm missing Tracy, I'm wanting to skip the goddamned easter party, and yes, I said it, I'm angry, sorry god, but I'm pissed right now, I want to skip the party, and play sick or something, but I've had enough of the fuckin family, I need some time for me, and some time w/ tracy and w/ friends... I love you bub, whenever you read this, but goddamnit, I needed time for me, and I ddin't get it, its not you guys, its me, I'm unsatisfied. Spring break was SUPPOSED to be lots of things for me, I was GONNA go and look for a good summer job, I was GONNA get ahead on my papers for school and shit that's all due way too damn soon.... but no... fuckin 5 day piece of SHIT vacation, by day three I was like "this was fun, I'm ready to go home now" by day five parts of me are oging "I'm sick and tired, fuck you all, why the hell did I agree to go on this in the first place?!" if they EVER suggest something this extensive for spring break again I'm just gonna give em all the finger and leave.... trips this long are for SUMMER.... NOT spring break, so no spring break for scotty, maybe no tracy time for scotty, and he's now feeling guilty for not spending enough time w/ friends, and for not having the balls to admit when he's had too much of his family....... I just need to get the fuck away from it all, away from people, away from paul and mom and dad, just AWAY.......well, guess that's screwed..... FUCK IIIIIIITTTT god damned bitch ass motherfucker!!!!! I am sorry if I offended anyone, but fuck you, I'm pretty batty right now, and just want to vent.... maybe i'll have some potates tonight, I'd rather have microwaved crap then talk to mom and dad anymore, I've had my fill of them for a while, I need to be alone, or at least away from family, pardon my redundancy, I don't care, any friends who see this and want to hang out, IM me or something... I need to get AWAY.
Hawk (FUCK YOU ALL (for the most part)) TheHunter is signing off,
kisses!