my life.... i dont get it
so yeah.... i was reading tina's livejournal and she posted about how she thought that this year was going to be perfect, like spring break, prom and boyfriend... all the stuff..... well lets look back and see how my year has gone so far..... lets start with homecoming.... umm deffinatly thought it was close to perfect, i had an awesome time.. but then he changed and i regreted that.... next major thing was spring break.... have to say that was the best thing all year, i went with someone i totally get a long with and we meet some awesome people, im deffinatly not gonna be regretting that one.... prom... idk nemore, i thought it was all good but then i got the line.. "i think im starting to like you" and now i have no clue about that one and im soo confused.... boyfriend.. hahah i wish, ive meet a ton of guys ive fallen for, to bad i dont get ne feelings from them in return, oh well what did i expect neways. friends i have to say have been totally awesome, except for a lil thing back in early november late october everything has been good, thought things with the bestfriend were getting rocky but its all good and we survived the first year apart and its only gonna get better from here!!!!!!!
The whole guy issue, i dont know anymore, i dont know if i should care nemore. Ive decided where im going to college, and frankly im leaving in like 3 months, is it worth working my butt off to start a relationship of ne kind.... plus when i find someone i like they either dont have the same feelings back or when they finally do, i get annoyed... yeah the girls know what i mean by that one, i complain to them all the time.... i figure eventually i will find someone that i dont get annoyed with and i like them and they like me and thats when i know its a relationsihp im suppose to be part of.
iam offically done with highschool in like 17 school days which is sweet, one of those being senior skip day and so that makes it 16. we graduate on the 5th of june and then my grad party is on the 12th, well as of now it is, we will see if that changes my mom might be going to germany. I cant wait for it all to be over, i hate highschool and the people that are involved with it. not everyone so no one go and yell at me, there are people I love and they are the only reason i survive it
prom... made my hair, nail, makeup and all the shit appointments today!!!!!!! going to 2 proms!!!!!!!! after going to de la salle's prom last year i kinda wanted to go to some other schools prom this year too, but now that its prom time and the fact that no one asked me i thought id be upset, well im not and im glad no one asked me cuz now i dont have to worry about all that.... i got Athens and IA's proms to worry about and im happy with that. Athens will be fun, last major event thing before graduation with the school kids... and IA's i miss some people from there and it will be fun to see them all again.. and i get to spend the night with two of the coolest girls ever.. yeah lisa and beth haha me them winnie amanda and ashely are going stag and we are gonna rock it all night long lol
work is good, i hate the new manager, but the oldies are good, and some of the new ones... its always fun times with sam, meish, mike, ryan, teddy, nikki, miquel (aka mika as sam calls him) joey, they are always a blast to work with!!!!!!!!!!
well thats all for now i figure ill have something soon to write about... oh yeah a month of physical therapy, some cortizone shots and then maybe surgery if those dont help.... which will be 6-15 if it happens, im hoping no cuz college soccer is a dream and i want that dream to still have its chance
The whole guy issue, i dont know anymore, i dont know if i should care nemore. Ive decided where im going to college, and frankly im leaving in like 3 months, is it worth working my butt off to start a relationship of ne kind.... plus when i find someone i like they either dont have the same feelings back or when they finally do, i get annoyed... yeah the girls know what i mean by that one, i complain to them all the time.... i figure eventually i will find someone that i dont get annoyed with and i like them and they like me and thats when i know its a relationsihp im suppose to be part of.
iam offically done with highschool in like 17 school days which is sweet, one of those being senior skip day and so that makes it 16. we graduate on the 5th of june and then my grad party is on the 12th, well as of now it is, we will see if that changes my mom might be going to germany. I cant wait for it all to be over, i hate highschool and the people that are involved with it. not everyone so no one go and yell at me, there are people I love and they are the only reason i survive it
prom... made my hair, nail, makeup and all the shit appointments today!!!!!!! going to 2 proms!!!!!!!! after going to de la salle's prom last year i kinda wanted to go to some other schools prom this year too, but now that its prom time and the fact that no one asked me i thought id be upset, well im not and im glad no one asked me cuz now i dont have to worry about all that.... i got Athens and IA's proms to worry about and im happy with that. Athens will be fun, last major event thing before graduation with the school kids... and IA's i miss some people from there and it will be fun to see them all again.. and i get to spend the night with two of the coolest girls ever.. yeah lisa and beth haha me them winnie amanda and ashely are going stag and we are gonna rock it all night long lol
work is good, i hate the new manager, but the oldies are good, and some of the new ones... its always fun times with sam, meish, mike, ryan, teddy, nikki, miquel (aka mika as sam calls him) joey, they are always a blast to work with!!!!!!!!!!
well thats all for now i figure ill have something soon to write about... oh yeah a month of physical therapy, some cortizone shots and then maybe surgery if those dont help.... which will be 6-15 if it happens, im hoping no cuz college soccer is a dream and i want that dream to still have its chance