what do i do?????
I think ive decided that for lent, im letting god lead me to were i need to be...... things have started to get a little out of hand, i havent been to church in a LONG time and that needs to change........
This pretty much all came about because of the Safe Retreat...... Honestly I didnt want to go at all and was dreading it the whole time on the way there, but after a little bit of it i realized that i NEEDED to be there, and in the end i wanted to be there..... People who i thought were my friend, i realized treat everyone like shit.... people i never thought i would be friends with i adore more then nething.... i think my life is twisted.... do i need to just forget about everything else and just do what i need to do for myself???? i wish it was just that easy
I feel like i want to spill everything out to someone right now but i cant...... i dont know why..... i feel like i have no one..... the thing is i have people i have the best, Bestfriend EVER shes amazing.... i have close friends that are 2 minutes away that would do nething.... but i dont know i dont know why i feel this way, why im thinking this way.... I DONT KNOW
the other fact that im in sooo much pain..... nothing is helping.... i cant get a fucking MRI till APril 5.... I cant play soccer..... the one thing that releaves all my stress I CANT DO....... I dont know nemore i dont care nemore i just dont need this
This isnt finished but my shoulder is in soo much pain i cant type nemore, ill finish it later, not that ne one cares though
This pretty much all came about because of the Safe Retreat...... Honestly I didnt want to go at all and was dreading it the whole time on the way there, but after a little bit of it i realized that i NEEDED to be there, and in the end i wanted to be there..... People who i thought were my friend, i realized treat everyone like shit.... people i never thought i would be friends with i adore more then nething.... i think my life is twisted.... do i need to just forget about everything else and just do what i need to do for myself???? i wish it was just that easy
I feel like i want to spill everything out to someone right now but i cant...... i dont know why..... i feel like i have no one..... the thing is i have people i have the best, Bestfriend EVER shes amazing.... i have close friends that are 2 minutes away that would do nething.... but i dont know i dont know why i feel this way, why im thinking this way.... I DONT KNOW
the other fact that im in sooo much pain..... nothing is helping.... i cant get a fucking MRI till APril 5.... I cant play soccer..... the one thing that releaves all my stress I CANT DO....... I dont know nemore i dont care nemore i just dont need this
This isnt finished but my shoulder is in soo much pain i cant type nemore, ill finish it later, not that ne one cares though