sick of everything
im really frustrated right now
My bestfriend is upset/frustrated/dissapointed/mad/something with me not sure what really she says she isnt but i think she is. And i know shes gone for a week so well see how things work out when shes gets back and i get back.
I dont do nething anymore cuz i guess the friends i thought i had, i dont really have, cuz they all go and do stuff and i dont get a call to go. But yeah thats sweet, but shit happens.
Things have been weird here, i guess havent been in the best mood, cuz of shit going on. been tired but i think ive been tired because i havent been doing nething... but since i have nothing to do i might as well sleep.
I cant wait to leave for college, i need to get away from here and pretty much all the people around here. im frustrated with them and with being here and i need to just be on my own, start classes not have so much free time and just do my own thing...... i cant do that here... cuz there is nothing to do.
worked today, that was sweet, im sick of it, if it wasnt for sam being there i think i would have shot myself.... crombie was fun, but we need certain people back, i miss them....
I want *you* like crazy but there is nothing i can do about it..... and it kills me honestly... i havent talked to u on the phone in like a couple days, and it makes me sad..... it shouldnt and people say i should get over it and move on but i dont want to cuz ur amazing, u make me happy
maybe thats my problem, i need u in my life... but i know that wont happen so i gotta figure out some way to fix this.
leaving for flordia on wednesday... nice warm weather chillin with nikki, swimming, tanning, relaxing. hopefully that will help me. ill have my cell in flordia if u need to get a hold of me
Lindsay i cant wait till the 27th of August, its gonna be sweet and we are gonna have a great time at hope! with our millions of plans and our sweet room, i love u girl!
well thats all for now..... if u got nething for me leave it, but no one ever does so OH WELL
My bestfriend is upset/frustrated/dissapointed/mad/something with me not sure what really she says she isnt but i think she is. And i know shes gone for a week so well see how things work out when shes gets back and i get back.
I dont do nething anymore cuz i guess the friends i thought i had, i dont really have, cuz they all go and do stuff and i dont get a call to go. But yeah thats sweet, but shit happens.
Things have been weird here, i guess havent been in the best mood, cuz of shit going on. been tired but i think ive been tired because i havent been doing nething... but since i have nothing to do i might as well sleep.
I cant wait to leave for college, i need to get away from here and pretty much all the people around here. im frustrated with them and with being here and i need to just be on my own, start classes not have so much free time and just do my own thing...... i cant do that here... cuz there is nothing to do.
worked today, that was sweet, im sick of it, if it wasnt for sam being there i think i would have shot myself.... crombie was fun, but we need certain people back, i miss them....
I want *you* like crazy but there is nothing i can do about it..... and it kills me honestly... i havent talked to u on the phone in like a couple days, and it makes me sad..... it shouldnt and people say i should get over it and move on but i dont want to cuz ur amazing, u make me happy
maybe thats my problem, i need u in my life... but i know that wont happen so i gotta figure out some way to fix this.
leaving for flordia on wednesday... nice warm weather chillin with nikki, swimming, tanning, relaxing. hopefully that will help me. ill have my cell in flordia if u need to get a hold of me
Lindsay i cant wait till the 27th of August, its gonna be sweet and we are gonna have a great time at hope! with our millions of plans and our sweet room, i love u girl!
well thats all for now..... if u got nething for me leave it, but no one ever does so OH WELL