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Number one i couldnt even think of a title for this entry cuz it guess its my venting entry
I dont even know where to begin on things that have gone wrong so far this summer..... with everything happening the way its happening ive decided that this summer is just not gonna go the way i want it to... and im gonna have to live with that
1. had surgery 2. got mono.... 3. didnt get to go to nashville ...4. Most likely not going to NY..... 5. not gonna see one person before they leave for college..... yeah and the list goes on but im not gonna bore u with that.
its just all get to hard right now and i just want things to go back to the way my summers use to be..... soccer pracitices, Niagara tournament, Trips to New Jersey, A week vacation with my mom, Being able to swim, run, pretty much do nething that involves both arms, playing volleyball, basketball, putt putt, driving, working... nething this summer is just way too different for me and i cant stand it nemore... it makes me want to go away to school way sooner then i should be.
this is my summer after my senior year its suppose to be the best... OH WELL
this weekend im going to chicago hopefully.... and suppose to be goign to the US MEN VS POLAND and Chicago Fire vs New England Revolutin soccer games but we will see if that actually happens, i hope it does cuz i need to get away and just think about things... i need to decide what i want for the next month and a half that im here... and frankly since ive been able to leave the house... im not finding much joy in it, i find staying at home all day and goign to bed early has been better then everything else thats been happening
there are a few people that are trying to make my summer better, thank you to those people, especially my BESTFREIND hols i love u and i know things are giong crazy right now but im here for u!!!!!! if it wasnt for her i dont know what i would do
oh i think my major issuse is the fact that people are being IMMATURE.... JUST FUCKING GROW UP.... PLEASE.... its starting to get sad when i find 4/5 year old that i taught this school yeah that are more mature about problems and stuff then peole in highschool or out of it.... its just plan SAD
I dont even know where to begin on things that have gone wrong so far this summer..... with everything happening the way its happening ive decided that this summer is just not gonna go the way i want it to... and im gonna have to live with that
1. had surgery 2. got mono.... 3. didnt get to go to nashville ...4. Most likely not going to NY..... 5. not gonna see one person before they leave for college..... yeah and the list goes on but im not gonna bore u with that.
its just all get to hard right now and i just want things to go back to the way my summers use to be..... soccer pracitices, Niagara tournament, Trips to New Jersey, A week vacation with my mom, Being able to swim, run, pretty much do nething that involves both arms, playing volleyball, basketball, putt putt, driving, working... nething this summer is just way too different for me and i cant stand it nemore... it makes me want to go away to school way sooner then i should be.
this is my summer after my senior year its suppose to be the best... OH WELL
this weekend im going to chicago hopefully.... and suppose to be goign to the US MEN VS POLAND and Chicago Fire vs New England Revolutin soccer games but we will see if that actually happens, i hope it does cuz i need to get away and just think about things... i need to decide what i want for the next month and a half that im here... and frankly since ive been able to leave the house... im not finding much joy in it, i find staying at home all day and goign to bed early has been better then everything else thats been happening
there are a few people that are trying to make my summer better, thank you to those people, especially my BESTFREIND hols i love u and i know things are giong crazy right now but im here for u!!!!!! if it wasnt for her i dont know what i would do
oh i think my major issuse is the fact that people are being IMMATURE.... JUST FUCKING GROW UP.... PLEASE.... its starting to get sad when i find 4/5 year old that i taught this school yeah that are more mature about problems and stuff then peole in highschool or out of it.... its just plan SAD