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So lets talk about how stressed and crazy everything is right now....
there are only 3 whole days and 2 half days of school left..... so that means graduation is coming up and preparing for college.... wow thats scary but soooo exciting....
one best friend is gonna be about 1 1/2 hours away which isnt horrible, ill have a car and so will she so that will be nice, Lisa will probably be at Albion which isnt far maybe like an hour.... and beth will be at IU with my brother, so i can go visit her whenever i want!.... Im rooming with the sweetest girl ever, so that will be good, everyone says dont room with a friend blah blah but u wanna know what if i room with a friend i wont end up with a psycho and we will get along cuz we always have...
back to the bad stuff.... umm the shoulder.... i dont think therapy is working at all, i think actually it hurts more then it has been, so im deffinatly scared about surgery... june 15 if i have to have it..... OH NO
So surgery means....... NO SOCCER next year which sucks ass cuz i really really really really etc, wanna play. so that will ruin everything
soccer is ok i guess, kinda upset about tonight and i didnt even play, but i know the girls will pull through and they will kick some ass in two weeks
other health issues that arent just extremely painfull but extremely scary right now.... i dont knwo whats going on and i think thats the worse thing about it, i go to the doctors tomorrow which is a plus but still im scared
prom... wow three of them.... ones tomorrow and ones saturday so that will be nice and they will be over with, but then i have one next friend, at a school where i know like one person.... thats gonna be weird.
everything is just frustrating me and i have to much to deal with, soccer 5-6 days week, physical therapy 3 days a week, doctors appt, finals to study for, graduation to get ready for, a speech to write, proms, work, oh yeah WORK... wow thats a whole nother story....
but yeah to much stress and i cant take it nemore its making shit happen that shouldnt be happening
and friends is a whole nother issue, that i jsut push aside cuz im not gonna deal with it on top of everything else
there are only 3 whole days and 2 half days of school left..... so that means graduation is coming up and preparing for college.... wow thats scary but soooo exciting....
one best friend is gonna be about 1 1/2 hours away which isnt horrible, ill have a car and so will she so that will be nice, Lisa will probably be at Albion which isnt far maybe like an hour.... and beth will be at IU with my brother, so i can go visit her whenever i want!.... Im rooming with the sweetest girl ever, so that will be good, everyone says dont room with a friend blah blah but u wanna know what if i room with a friend i wont end up with a psycho and we will get along cuz we always have...
back to the bad stuff.... umm the shoulder.... i dont think therapy is working at all, i think actually it hurts more then it has been, so im deffinatly scared about surgery... june 15 if i have to have it..... OH NO
So surgery means....... NO SOCCER next year which sucks ass cuz i really really really really etc, wanna play. so that will ruin everything
soccer is ok i guess, kinda upset about tonight and i didnt even play, but i know the girls will pull through and they will kick some ass in two weeks
other health issues that arent just extremely painfull but extremely scary right now.... i dont knwo whats going on and i think thats the worse thing about it, i go to the doctors tomorrow which is a plus but still im scared
prom... wow three of them.... ones tomorrow and ones saturday so that will be nice and they will be over with, but then i have one next friend, at a school where i know like one person.... thats gonna be weird.
everything is just frustrating me and i have to much to deal with, soccer 5-6 days week, physical therapy 3 days a week, doctors appt, finals to study for, graduation to get ready for, a speech to write, proms, work, oh yeah WORK... wow thats a whole nother story....
but yeah to much stress and i cant take it nemore its making shit happen that shouldnt be happening
and friends is a whole nother issue, that i jsut push aside cuz im not gonna deal with it on top of everything else