Oct 26, 2007 21:24
I'd give all of this back if I could.
This is not the life I wanted.
All of it? Even me?
Please understand, Its not an easy thing for me to choose between you or my wife, my daughter, my son. But I miss them. And if I had to give all of this up so they could have lived the lives they deserved, I would.
I can't blame you for that. I miss my brothers and my mom and dad a lot - and I can even sort of keep an eye on them. But Baron digs graves for everybody eventually. He'll dig them for Mom and Dad and Charlie and Rich. And if he had spared your family in that moment, he still would have done it for them sooner or later.
I guess. Still hard to accept it though.
Especially now that I know what I know.
You know what I think?
What?
I think that wherever they are, they still love you.
gauss