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Its been a while, where to start
Ok, the trip down south was everything I wanted it to be and more, it really took my life and made a lot of it start to make sense. Im sure that’s hard to understand, and believe me im still processing it.
Im not going to post lyrics to explain my feelings, bc they only spell out part of the story, and leave many holes, that could end up creating more problems than just saying how I feel.
So heres how I feel: tired, worthless, scared, worried, angry, sad, pissed. Not entirely in that order, and not directed towards anyone specific, so don’t get worked up about it at all.
Ive been thinking about not keeping this live journal up anymore, I hate putting up meaningless entries, hoping for replys from anyone, its just not really working for me anymore, so until I decide wether or not to keep this thing or not, im sure most of you wont hear from me.
Ok, the trip down south was everything I wanted it to be and more, it really took my life and made a lot of it start to make sense. Im sure that’s hard to understand, and believe me im still processing it.
Im not going to post lyrics to explain my feelings, bc they only spell out part of the story, and leave many holes, that could end up creating more problems than just saying how I feel.
So heres how I feel: tired, worthless, scared, worried, angry, sad, pissed. Not entirely in that order, and not directed towards anyone specific, so don’t get worked up about it at all.
Ive been thinking about not keeping this live journal up anymore, I hate putting up meaningless entries, hoping for replys from anyone, its just not really working for me anymore, so until I decide wether or not to keep this thing or not, im sure most of you wont hear from me.