Jul 18, 2006 18:50
What I hate is that suddenly I came to the relization that Alex will never marry me. He will either break it off, or just keep giving excuses. There really is no reason for me to stay with him for long, I mean yea I love him but I cant do that to myslef.
In other news the dream I had last night was pretty good. I had a room mate in college who was from England, named Tina. We were best frinds and she made me her brides maid at her wedding. So I flew over and did the whole wedding thing and meet a hot British guy who was the best man, his name was William. Lets just say we got to know each other that night. Then he asked me to marry him and I said yes. Crazy but I would love for it to come true.