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i feel like im in the wrong place. like i dont belong anymore. it's not the people or school that's to blame my reasoning but it's just a tick in the back of my mind that has changed all my goal objectives in life. i use to want to be somebody rich, somebody independent, someone who somebody else would admire the way i have worked and lived. now i just want to be normal, average, 9-5 job pay. i feel like i need to go back to the time when all my dreams were so clear before college and before reality but then again i don't want to. this is an emo entry and yall might think i'm completely plastered or high off my ass but seriously this is how i feel. i wanna growup but i can't. i want to dream higher but i lost all hope. fuck this.