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Why Is life So complicating??
It's like everything I use to think was rightno longer feels right...I just dont understand why I use to feel so strongly for something and now im not even sure about t anymore...Ive never felt this way..U know not knowing how to feel...Im not use to not being able to comtrol my feelings its odd...
- not sure about dancing anymore..it seems like everytime I walk in the studio it just gets worse
- Im not sure about my future anymore..everyday it seems like what I wanted to be when I was 5 sounds better then What i want to be now
- Im not sure about myself..myself my SELFCONFIDENCE has went down about 85% since this abb thing sounded like a good idea
- Im not sure about life..whats the point in living here when we can all live a perfect life in heaven?
- Im not sure about people anymore..I know longer know who to trust or who to believe
- Im not sure about this summer..yea it was suppose to be the best summer ever..but now i look at my calander ..and im not exagerating..i wont be in town but for one weekend and that weekend I have a performance in mebane..so yea that sucks...
- Im not sure about getting old ..I cant wait to be 18! yea thats what i want but now 16 is just fine can I stay this age forever??
- Im not sure about driving....it feels like everyone is on my tail maybe because ive been more cautious lets say since ive had the wreck
- and last but not least im not sure about GUYS....why does gues seem to be the most confusing part?...yea...the guy I wont I wont get back but what sucks is the fact that Im the one who blew it...yea
Yea well anyways now u all know my pesonal life anyone have any personal info?...but If i dont take it kindly dont take t personal just because i am going to try to work this out on my own but I may need advice...