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Well i think i might just lay low tonite and go chill with tena and watcha movie or something... i dont want to party and i dont wanna get fucked up... i just want to start being a normal person who doesnt count on drugs to have fun and doesnt need to drink to talk to people and socialize... Smoking is a diffrent thing tho.. i mean i love it! it is my favorite thing to do i like how i feel... but latley ive been noticing i dont smoke as much as i used to ... i smoke like once a day now adays... and it doesnt bother me at alll i like it i like being home i like being with my family i like taking my dogs for walks and now its time to just get my shit in order... i mean yea its summer but the bullshit needs to be OVER... i hate it and i hate my lifestyle... what have i done to myself.. the past 3-4 years.. nothing.