so im sitting and thinking
Ya so my mom goes into surgery in about 6 hours i should really be gettin some sleep but I canot sleep I have too much on my mind. I have to be up in 4 hours to take my mom to the hospital because her husband is... well lets jus say I dont want to get started on him. so I am taking my mom to the hospital and staying through the procedure and making sure she makes it through.
It got me thinking that if i lost my mom i dont know what i would do. I mean I know me and my mom fight a lot but we mostly fight about her marriage and i fight with her because noone else will and I feel as her daughter i should tell her how it is affecting other ppl. well anyway Im scared. I know I shouldn't be but I am its not a routine surgery she is getting a full hysterectomy(sp) and it scares me.
I am also having problems in the men department... not that there are any men out there but i am having some of them fuck with me right now and its anooying the fuck out of me i dont know waht to do. i am confused and frustrated.
i jus wanna scream at the top of my lungs and never stop till i pass out and never awake.
It got me thinking that if i lost my mom i dont know what i would do. I mean I know me and my mom fight a lot but we mostly fight about her marriage and i fight with her because noone else will and I feel as her daughter i should tell her how it is affecting other ppl. well anyway Im scared. I know I shouldn't be but I am its not a routine surgery she is getting a full hysterectomy(sp) and it scares me.
I am also having problems in the men department... not that there are any men out there but i am having some of them fuck with me right now and its anooying the fuck out of me i dont know waht to do. i am confused and frustrated.
i jus wanna scream at the top of my lungs and never stop till i pass out and never awake.