still on the prowl
So today I once again commadeered (however you spell that damn word) my mothers car and i have every intent on going jobhunting.....BUT...... Im to damn tired and lazy to get up and go look. i really have no motivation and the fact that i know where the lack of motivation is coming from really sux too.
the lack of motivation is comin from the fact that I know I will never lose my current job at the wonderful :-(~ little place we all call Fazoli's (bah). I know i have job security there and because it is my first job ever I feel scared and unknowing. damn these feelings.
So volleyball was fun. hurt myself but what the hell I had fun.
We ended up at IHOP and killa, tory, (sorry if i spelt that wrong) dan, alex and myseslf all had fun we sat for about an hour and miracles of all miracles we actually ordered food. frightning I know.
Killa and Jeremy are plotting against me to do con next year.... I am still undecided! shit who the hell am I kidding i will probably end up doing it cause I care.
J.T. is plotting to get be to do fair, all I have to say is if i can afford it i will do it. Killa said if you talked to some ppl to get in me your staff or whatever i will see what i can work out but let mew know ok J.T.
wow I care way to damn much!!!
Oh I forgot that Im going on a date tonite and Im kinda excited and im kinda scared I havent been on a date in a long time and I have only talked to this guy a few times, outside of school that is (we shared a world religion class). so eh I guess i will jus see what happens.
Well I guess off I go to job hunting wish me luck!
the lack of motivation is comin from the fact that I know I will never lose my current job at the wonderful :-(~ little place we all call Fazoli's (bah). I know i have job security there and because it is my first job ever I feel scared and unknowing. damn these feelings.
So volleyball was fun. hurt myself but what the hell I had fun.
We ended up at IHOP and killa, tory, (sorry if i spelt that wrong) dan, alex and myseslf all had fun we sat for about an hour and miracles of all miracles we actually ordered food. frightning I know.
Killa and Jeremy are plotting against me to do con next year.... I am still undecided! shit who the hell am I kidding i will probably end up doing it cause I care.
J.T. is plotting to get be to do fair, all I have to say is if i can afford it i will do it. Killa said if you talked to some ppl to get in me your staff or whatever i will see what i can work out but let mew know ok J.T.
wow I care way to damn much!!!
Oh I forgot that Im going on a date tonite and Im kinda excited and im kinda scared I havent been on a date in a long time and I have only talked to this guy a few times, outside of school that is (we shared a world religion class). so eh I guess i will jus see what happens.
Well I guess off I go to job hunting wish me luck!