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So ya I know I said I was not going to post but whatever I dont care I have a lot to say and nowhere to say it so I am jus goin to do it here. i dont now what is goin on with me I am not me anymore I dont know who I am, I feel like I have no worth I feel like I am never gonna go anywhere I am stuck in one place unable to move, unable to make difference, unable to get in touch with the real me.
I was really contemplating on jus leaving my job and finding another one, i cant stand goin to work and dealing with really fucking stupid people, I really do hate people they jus fucking annoy me, hell I annoy myself sometimes! I get really annoyed with people really easily but because really am a sicere person i keep my mouth shut, well this is me not keeping my mouth shut, I am not going to mention names but if I offend anyone I really dont care right now, call me a bitch I know nothing new. I dont care if you dont care cause you know deep down you care you jus dont want to care cause you know things that people point out to youis true and you dont wasnt to face it, this is me facing my problems and not caring i will not care for the next cuple days hopefully sooner than that. anyway why do people assume things dont they know that assuming things makes an ass out of u and me, why do people assume I care when I dont. i dont care about much lately, i dont care if you need something from me if you dont know how to open your fucking mouth and ask then dont even fuckin waste your time with me. If you dont care what I have to say In a conversation FUCK YOU!!! and dont pretend like you care cause I can see it in your eyes when you are "talking" to me.
Another fucking thing that he fuck out of me is when I ave to find out from someone else that you have a problem with me. Grow some fucking balls and tell me you have a problem with me, I will have far more respect for you than if you were to jus bitch about it to soemone else, all it does is make you seem like a coward== so that all you are is a FUCKING COWARD!! I know I have this problem too but i am working on it till then Im a fucking coward along with the rest of you assholes out there. also dont take my friendship for granted i have been known to jus blow people off becasue they were taking my friendship for granted and I dont need to deal with that so FUCK OFF!!.
Ok so I know I am being a real bitch in this but I have an anger issue and I have since I was little I deal with things way better than I used to (better than kickin someones ass or curb checking you, yes I have curb checked somone) not what i want to go back to but that is the only way I know how to deal with anger, i get physical casue that is what I was taught.
If you didnt like what I had to say fuck off No you know what everyone jus fuck off.
So ya I know I said I was not going to post but whatever I dont care I have a lot to say and nowhere to say it so I am jus goin to do it here. i dont now what is goin on with me I am not me anymore I dont know who I am, I feel like I have no worth I feel like I am never gonna go anywhere I am stuck in one place unable to move, unable to make difference, unable to get in touch with the real me.
I was really contemplating on jus leaving my job and finding another one, i cant stand goin to work and dealing with really fucking stupid people, I really do hate people they jus fucking annoy me, hell I annoy myself sometimes! I get really annoyed with people really easily but because really am a sicere person i keep my mouth shut, well this is me not keeping my mouth shut, I am not going to mention names but if I offend anyone I really dont care right now, call me a bitch I know nothing new. I dont care if you dont care cause you know deep down you care you jus dont want to care cause you know things that people point out to youis true and you dont wasnt to face it, this is me facing my problems and not caring i will not care for the next cuple days hopefully sooner than that. anyway why do people assume things dont they know that assuming things makes an ass out of u and me, why do people assume I care when I dont. i dont care about much lately, i dont care if you need something from me if you dont know how to open your fucking mouth and ask then dont even fuckin waste your time with me. If you dont care what I have to say In a conversation FUCK YOU!!! and dont pretend like you care cause I can see it in your eyes when you are "talking" to me.
Another fucking thing that he fuck out of me is when I ave to find out from someone else that you have a problem with me. Grow some fucking balls and tell me you have a problem with me, I will have far more respect for you than if you were to jus bitch about it to soemone else, all it does is make you seem like a coward== so that all you are is a FUCKING COWARD!! I know I have this problem too but i am working on it till then Im a fucking coward along with the rest of you assholes out there. also dont take my friendship for granted i have been known to jus blow people off becasue they were taking my friendship for granted and I dont need to deal with that so FUCK OFF!!.
Ok so I know I am being a real bitch in this but I have an anger issue and I have since I was little I deal with things way better than I used to (better than kickin someones ass or curb checking you, yes I have curb checked somone) not what i want to go back to but that is the only way I know how to deal with anger, i get physical casue that is what I was taught.
If you didnt like what I had to say fuck off No you know what everyone jus fuck off.