Oct 24, 2006 06:26
all my entries lately have been kinda sad and dumb
this one will be no different
my skin makes me want ot kill myself sometime, I just want normal skin......I cant be a human being because my skin is so bad
I think alot is because I havent really enjoyed life or been happy since jaki lived here which is really emo to say but its true, nothin all that great has happened to me since then I havent had a constant source of enjoyment like I used to....
I try really hard to enjoy my life but its really hard really really hard......ecspecially when I cant get out and do things you know damnit
my skin makes going anywhere a fucking sideshow because everyone stares at my blotchyness ecspecially little kids and girls
oh well I guess I have to just keep dealing today will consist of finishing my blockbuster application and hiding in my room amongst my daily routine
and jaki I dont hate your hair its cute