i haven't updated in a while...
so i'm kinda cheating and copying my journal entries from myspace... yeah i'm tired and lazy. stuff thats not included below but has been goin on is.... sean is now living on my couch. dustin kissed me last night. i have a date friday with nate and saturday is my bday party at the matador. yay!!! ok so now ... playing catch up by copying and pasting...
Saturday, February 11, 2006
my vacation....
Current mood: happy
so i've been home for the last week or so. i figure the easiest way to sum it all up is by listing. well actually i'm too lazy to type it all out.
awesome things about being home:
* quality time with dad
* hanging out with dan & joe
* getting a new cell phone
* sleeping in and not working!
* good food every night.
* wenatchee/leavenworth (sp?)
* my bday cake
* my bday horoscope saying that in the next year i will find wealth, true love, and happiness. well yeah if i win the lotto the boys will come a knockin. hahaha
not so awesome things:
* getting ditched by your "best friend" grrr
* getting only one acknowledgement of your bday (besides from family members)
* my bday horoscope saying that in the next year i will find wealth, true love, and happiness. umm... yeah i really dont think its gonna happen but eh who knows. and this led to
* having too much time to think about things
* missing rosie, becca & all those peeps, the matador, drinking every night (even though i probably shouldn't have been missing that)
* going someplace nice for your bday dinner and realizing the seafood you ordered is bad and you can't eat it.
* finding out the dart board is gone
so yeah... my trip was pretty much uneventful. finally hung out with dan after 2 years. saw joe of course and spent a lot of time with my dad. which was really nice. i wanted to kill keltie's gf. shes so stupid. well i guess maybe they are meant to be then. heh. wenatchee wasnt bad. my dads condo is adorable. i want it, just not in wenatchee. i almost died there, small towns depress me. i did however find the neatest thing in the newspaper. they list all the crimes that were reported. ALL of them... not that theres a lot but the fact that stuff listed was like.. house entered, $98 worth of calls made, no arrest... or... vehicle egged twice in one night, no arrest... or... ipod stolen from teen at high school... or... bathroom brawl in ladies room at saloon, woman bitten on arm. arrest made... it was so funny. i brought the page home to show some people. but yeah.... now i cant wait for our lil bday party on the 18th. sooo fun i tell ya. now its time to call becca so we can get dinner and then... go to the bar... its good to be home. really good.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
..........
Current mood: crushed
it happened again. i knew it was too good to be true. yep. i was stupid and thought oh maybe this was it... this is gonna be great... yeah but it wasn't going to turn out that way. why would it? obviously i'm about as worthless and disposable as they come.
back to alcoholism.
Currently listening:
Beyond the Sunset
By Hank Williams
Release date: By 27 February, 2001
Thursday, January 26, 2006
lots of...
Current mood: amused
purple eyeshadow can be fun every once in a while. such as today while i'm celebrating my new 'do. heh. one more day till reno!
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
its gone...
Current mood: creative
a good bit of my hair... i cut a lot off today. i think its cute. theres pics up. leave me comments or something. make me love it!
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
news....
Current mood: excited
well sorta news... i bought sheets today! they're yellow. i finally have sheets. it's only been a few months. i'm still hoping though that my dad pays attention to my bday wish list and gets me some really really nice sheets. these are just cheap jersey ones from target but i have sheets!!!
also... tomorrow... i'm cutting my hair off. all i do is wear it up in a bun and thats about it. so yeah... tomorrow... most of it will be gone. yay!
oooh and... 2 more days till reno. thank god. i cant work anymore. i swear people are just too stupid to have credit cards. i wish i could take them away. well sometimes i get to and thats the best part.
i think now since rosie is parading in front of me and headbutting me i should give her some lovin. she's the best kitty ever.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
its like two hangovers in one...
Current mood: hungry
i deserve this pain. after getting trashed friday night i was way too cheery and awake saturday. so then... saturday i decide to take an advance so becca and i can go drink. started out slow enough then we started hanging out with aden and all them. becca left and went over to eric's early and i stayed behind. sooner or later though we were all over at erics. i passed out not too long after being there. eh oh well. saw was playing in the background and it played about 4 times, causing me to wake up to some weird shit. we left erics about 11. apparently i can parallel park my car better drunk than sober. i came home and crashed until now but ooh i'm still hurtin. i didnt mean to sleep this long. i slept through my alarm again. i have so much crap to do. ugh. but i still have enough money left to do it again tonight since i don't have to be at work till 1030.
Friday, January 20, 2006
my horoscope...
Current mood: contemplative
... is a bunch of bull... today's said...
It's an excellent forecast for you, dear Aquarius! Although no specific events will occur, there is huge promise of freedom for the next seven months. In your chief occupation and in your love life, a fundamental shift is about to occur. As the months unfold, you can expect to be more visionary, more creative, and perhaps more rebellious. This time, you'll be much more effective than in the past two or three years.
me effective..... hahahaha thats just funny. oh yeah and if any one reads this... i found my phone call me... i need something to do tonight. otherwise i'll just end up at the matador again.
Saturday, February 11, 2006
my vacation....
Current mood: happy
so i've been home for the last week or so. i figure the easiest way to sum it all up is by listing. well actually i'm too lazy to type it all out.
awesome things about being home:
* quality time with dad
* hanging out with dan & joe
* getting a new cell phone
* sleeping in and not working!
* good food every night.
* wenatchee/leavenworth (sp?)
* my bday cake
* my bday horoscope saying that in the next year i will find wealth, true love, and happiness. well yeah if i win the lotto the boys will come a knockin. hahaha
not so awesome things:
* getting ditched by your "best friend" grrr
* getting only one acknowledgement of your bday (besides from family members)
* my bday horoscope saying that in the next year i will find wealth, true love, and happiness. umm... yeah i really dont think its gonna happen but eh who knows. and this led to
* having too much time to think about things
* missing rosie, becca & all those peeps, the matador, drinking every night (even though i probably shouldn't have been missing that)
* going someplace nice for your bday dinner and realizing the seafood you ordered is bad and you can't eat it.
* finding out the dart board is gone
so yeah... my trip was pretty much uneventful. finally hung out with dan after 2 years. saw joe of course and spent a lot of time with my dad. which was really nice. i wanted to kill keltie's gf. shes so stupid. well i guess maybe they are meant to be then. heh. wenatchee wasnt bad. my dads condo is adorable. i want it, just not in wenatchee. i almost died there, small towns depress me. i did however find the neatest thing in the newspaper. they list all the crimes that were reported. ALL of them... not that theres a lot but the fact that stuff listed was like.. house entered, $98 worth of calls made, no arrest... or... vehicle egged twice in one night, no arrest... or... ipod stolen from teen at high school... or... bathroom brawl in ladies room at saloon, woman bitten on arm. arrest made... it was so funny. i brought the page home to show some people. but yeah.... now i cant wait for our lil bday party on the 18th. sooo fun i tell ya. now its time to call becca so we can get dinner and then... go to the bar... its good to be home. really good.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
..........
Current mood: crushed
it happened again. i knew it was too good to be true. yep. i was stupid and thought oh maybe this was it... this is gonna be great... yeah but it wasn't going to turn out that way. why would it? obviously i'm about as worthless and disposable as they come.
back to alcoholism.
Currently listening:
Beyond the Sunset
By Hank Williams
Release date: By 27 February, 2001
Thursday, January 26, 2006
lots of...
Current mood: amused
purple eyeshadow can be fun every once in a while. such as today while i'm celebrating my new 'do. heh. one more day till reno!
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
its gone...
Current mood: creative
a good bit of my hair... i cut a lot off today. i think its cute. theres pics up. leave me comments or something. make me love it!
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
news....
Current mood: excited
well sorta news... i bought sheets today! they're yellow. i finally have sheets. it's only been a few months. i'm still hoping though that my dad pays attention to my bday wish list and gets me some really really nice sheets. these are just cheap jersey ones from target but i have sheets!!!
also... tomorrow... i'm cutting my hair off. all i do is wear it up in a bun and thats about it. so yeah... tomorrow... most of it will be gone. yay!
oooh and... 2 more days till reno. thank god. i cant work anymore. i swear people are just too stupid to have credit cards. i wish i could take them away. well sometimes i get to and thats the best part.
i think now since rosie is parading in front of me and headbutting me i should give her some lovin. she's the best kitty ever.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
its like two hangovers in one...
Current mood: hungry
i deserve this pain. after getting trashed friday night i was way too cheery and awake saturday. so then... saturday i decide to take an advance so becca and i can go drink. started out slow enough then we started hanging out with aden and all them. becca left and went over to eric's early and i stayed behind. sooner or later though we were all over at erics. i passed out not too long after being there. eh oh well. saw was playing in the background and it played about 4 times, causing me to wake up to some weird shit. we left erics about 11. apparently i can parallel park my car better drunk than sober. i came home and crashed until now but ooh i'm still hurtin. i didnt mean to sleep this long. i slept through my alarm again. i have so much crap to do. ugh. but i still have enough money left to do it again tonight since i don't have to be at work till 1030.
Friday, January 20, 2006
my horoscope...
Current mood: contemplative
... is a bunch of bull... today's said...
It's an excellent forecast for you, dear Aquarius! Although no specific events will occur, there is huge promise of freedom for the next seven months. In your chief occupation and in your love life, a fundamental shift is about to occur. As the months unfold, you can expect to be more visionary, more creative, and perhaps more rebellious. This time, you'll be much more effective than in the past two or three years.
me effective..... hahahaha thats just funny. oh yeah and if any one reads this... i found my phone call me... i need something to do tonight. otherwise i'll just end up at the matador again.