We'll drive home

Oct 23, 2005 22:54

I'm trying to remember ever having a best friend. It seems if I act accordingly, then yeah I can keep a close friend. But I don't remember ever having a person I could speak with for hours on end. Someone who would understand me. A friend who would get my stupid jokes and my silly jibberish. I've never really had a best friend.

There's only person who comes to mind. Whom I felt I understood completely, eventhough we barely really knew each other. But when we would spend time together conversation would flow so smoothly, we could finish each other's sentences and we were always on the same page. But a lot happened. So many things changed, and he seemed to "grow" up so quickly. It was unavoidable. And now I feel I don't even know him anymore. Like I've broken away, and why? I didn't choose to break away, did I? Why would I leave my best friend?

I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore..
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