wondering...
Everything was good, I mean I go to school for the first time in a wile... and don't really want to, but I guess it's for the best. Anyway today was weird I went to the mall and met some friends there, and can I talk about DRAMA. I can't handle it anymore... so it suck.
My grandfather died in 1999, 17 days after my b-day so, ever since I could not cry about mental pain... That changed today, a girl I like max... I guess broke up with her boy friend... at first I was fine with it, but im sure you all now how it is when someone you care for so much starts to cry... I didn't show it, but it hurt on the inside really bad.
then after I guess, well dont know if he's(Rabbit) a friend or not, it's up to him but, anyway he dont like me, because he also likes max so he thinks as me of a rival or something when its not my falt... well then again I guess I would feel bad too, but i would get over it, not to talk mean but why get mad... better friends then foes right?
well anyway back to the subject on bus 50 max brought up a point that i think is a good way to think, I mean ahead.
she said after breaking up with her boy friend that she didn't care, but when I said im there for her, she says why, SO you can BREAK UP with me in 4 months, but now having time to think, MAX next time your on, and if you read this I want you to know I do love you, and not to be mean but your wrong... if you were with me... I just would not or could not hurt you again, because I honestly do LOVE YOU...
- HAVOK
My grandfather died in 1999, 17 days after my b-day so, ever since I could not cry about mental pain... That changed today, a girl I like max... I guess broke up with her boy friend... at first I was fine with it, but im sure you all now how it is when someone you care for so much starts to cry... I didn't show it, but it hurt on the inside really bad.
then after I guess, well dont know if he's(Rabbit) a friend or not, it's up to him but, anyway he dont like me, because he also likes max so he thinks as me of a rival or something when its not my falt... well then again I guess I would feel bad too, but i would get over it, not to talk mean but why get mad... better friends then foes right?
well anyway back to the subject on bus 50 max brought up a point that i think is a good way to think, I mean ahead.
she said after breaking up with her boy friend that she didn't care, but when I said im there for her, she says why, SO you can BREAK UP with me in 4 months, but now having time to think, MAX next time your on, and if you read this I want you to know I do love you, and not to be mean but your wrong... if you were with me... I just would not or could not hurt you again, because I honestly do LOVE YOU...
- HAVOK