Jun 29, 2006 23:41
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh... i havent posted any shit on this thing in a long time. eep... i need food... ok, its in the microwave. well, not alot has happened since i last posted. i worked at the foothill cinema 10, for about a month, then i got fired, for reasons i shall not divulge. i may get another job soon, if not, there are other jobs out there.
i wonder if anyone reads this?
i wish i could see johnny, its weird, we havent hung out like this in a year. all those old feelings came back as soon as i saw him. fuck, i hate having feelings for people, it makes me feel weak, like i need him like a drug. he doesnt want a relationship, but i do, i know how he is, i never expected him to feel the same way, so it doesnt bother me. fuck it, i mean, at least we can have fun, right..
fuck, i'm gonna be so bored the next three weeks, dan went to new mexico for family reasons. lol, now i've got nothing to do, and no one to hang out with, and no way to pick up. oh, well. i'll prolly call other people and shit. meh, carla's supposed to come down tomarrow. yay... fun with buds... haha.
i've been listening to the new AFI album today, December Underground. its not that bad, its just different. i'm not as into it as i once was, but its still cool. and as always Davey's lyrics are sorrowful but beautiful.
well, i'll post another one later. i think i might start posting more. well, bye,