hi
finally another entry. last weekened me and my mom drove up the cost, we went up through san fransisco and then all around the woods and foresty areas along the coast, we stayed in a hotel. wow that sounds really fucking vauge, but i dont care. in this one town i went to a hippy shop kinda place, ran independantly by this older woman, and this younger sorta goth looking girl. they were awsome, hehe. my mom went for a walk and i stayed there, i askeed them if they smoke and the older one said grass or cigs, i said cigs, and they said no, i said grass, they said yes, it was awsome. i didnt get high or anything, it was just funny, then i bought some hemp zig-zags and a sticker with a bunch of different colored weed leaves on it, hehe, its awsome. then i bought a rainbow pin, an "I heart TOFU" pin, and a pin that says "only when the last tree has died and the last river been poisoned will we realize we cant eat money". i also baught a bumber sticker that says, "one day the schools will have enought money, and the military will have to hold a bake sale for a bomber" isnt that fucking bad ass. then i started talking to them for a bit and they told me about the town that they live in, called Balinas. its kind of a little hippy town in the middle of the forest, i had the best fucking veggie burger ever at a little cafe there, it had grilled onions, swiss cheese, sauteted (sp?) mushrooms, and avocado. it was amazing, hehe. after that we walked around and i bought a pure hemp massanger bag. oh and the first day we went to these really kick ass caves, it was pretty neat. oh, and when i was up in san fransisco me and my mom went for walks in separate ways, so i finally got to have a cig, i bummed a few off people. hehe. one guy just had camels, then i asked a guy and he was speaking german. then he said, you want a german cigarrette? and i was like meh, i just want a cig, hehe. i said thanks and walked away. that a pretty good cig, lol. oh, i got my ID on monday. i bought a pack of natural american spirits. i love those, hehe. i reallly should think about seriously quitting some time soon, but i dont really have a reason to right now. oh, well. but i mean it, i should quite sometime soon. meh. whatever.
does anyone even read my fucking posts? does anyone care? yeah, as you can guess, i'm not in the best of moods. i only wanted to post what i did over the weekend. i came back on sunday night/monday morning.
i've just been doing nothing but getting high all week, my friend dan, has so much pot right now. its not the greatest kind though. a few days ago my friend juan gave me a little bit of his stuff, and fuck that was so much better than the stuff dan has. it kept me flying for a good 3-4 hours, though i did have a bunch of dan's stuff too. he even gave me a little, lol. i smoked out at the nusery by my house yesterday. i suck so bad at rolling joints, lol. oh, it was funny, i got so waisted monday night, i had a ton of pot and like 5-6 shots of bicardi gold with smirnoff ice as a chaser. so i got pretty fucking fucked up. not enough to puke, actually come to think of it, i've never puked while drunk, well once, but that doesnt count. nevermind about that. lol.
this is the first day back from my trip that i've been sober all day. hehe. i had like one cig today too, i figure its a good thing. i've been smoking pot and cigs, pretty heavily this week. hopefully i'll hang out with dan tomarrow night.
i dont think i've gone on a depressing little rant for a while now. hehe. i kinda miss those, but it feels so old to even try it now. even though its all i feel now. sadness, though i am happy when i'm with friends or smoking pot.
oh it was kick ass, i saw Castro Street when i was up in san fransisco. the big gay pride flag up there and all the lights it was pretty. there were a few cute guys up there too. though i bet they were all little trendy abercrombi and fitch jerk offs. though i could be wrong, but from looking at this society, and the horrible gay community of present, i bet they were. what ever happened to the seditious hippy queers of the 60 and 70. now we only have a few gay punks and anarco-queer groups here and there. its nothing like it was. oh, i wish i could have been alive then to be a part of it. it must have been great. instead of having to live with the complacent repetative queer movement of today. people are still chanting, "were here, were queer, get used to it" ha, they are used to it. no change is made there. jsut the same old fucking rederic, its stupid. if you want to make a change you have to go outside the confines of your government, just because they say they are on your side, doesnt make it true. we have to fight against opression in all forms. for the animals, for political prisoners, for women, for queers everywhere, and all who have been spit on or beaten for being different, or thinking differently. i know we appearently live in a much more open minded time, but i dont see it, its only a facade, a front, a mask they were to keep us sedated. if the public thinks its being protected then no one will worry. a dog wont know its tied up if it sits by the peg all day. gays especially, i know so many queers who are just interested in how they look. it makes me sick. if we all got together we could overthrow their rule, and their system. we could create our own, with a decentralized government. and everyone would be treated as equals. but no, people just want there new clothes, or their expencive make up, or there fucking starbucks. godamnit. everyone needs to stand up, and cast off and reject what they've been taught, these fucking morals, and social laws. i guess i'm just dreaming, though it does make me feel a bit better to know i'm not the only one.
umm..... wow, i ranted again. cool. lol. i know no one reads my posts anymore. and why should you. i miss having AIM. i miss some of you. but my comp still doesnt have internet yet, oh, it works fine, but the net wont work. oh, well. this depresed jerk shall now go watch a movie. bye. peace and freedom....
~WOLF~
does anyone even read my fucking posts? does anyone care? yeah, as you can guess, i'm not in the best of moods. i only wanted to post what i did over the weekend. i came back on sunday night/monday morning.
i've just been doing nothing but getting high all week, my friend dan, has so much pot right now. its not the greatest kind though. a few days ago my friend juan gave me a little bit of his stuff, and fuck that was so much better than the stuff dan has. it kept me flying for a good 3-4 hours, though i did have a bunch of dan's stuff too. he even gave me a little, lol. i smoked out at the nusery by my house yesterday. i suck so bad at rolling joints, lol. oh, it was funny, i got so waisted monday night, i had a ton of pot and like 5-6 shots of bicardi gold with smirnoff ice as a chaser. so i got pretty fucking fucked up. not enough to puke, actually come to think of it, i've never puked while drunk, well once, but that doesnt count. nevermind about that. lol.
this is the first day back from my trip that i've been sober all day. hehe. i had like one cig today too, i figure its a good thing. i've been smoking pot and cigs, pretty heavily this week. hopefully i'll hang out with dan tomarrow night.
i dont think i've gone on a depressing little rant for a while now. hehe. i kinda miss those, but it feels so old to even try it now. even though its all i feel now. sadness, though i am happy when i'm with friends or smoking pot.
oh it was kick ass, i saw Castro Street when i was up in san fransisco. the big gay pride flag up there and all the lights it was pretty. there were a few cute guys up there too. though i bet they were all little trendy abercrombi and fitch jerk offs. though i could be wrong, but from looking at this society, and the horrible gay community of present, i bet they were. what ever happened to the seditious hippy queers of the 60 and 70. now we only have a few gay punks and anarco-queer groups here and there. its nothing like it was. oh, i wish i could have been alive then to be a part of it. it must have been great. instead of having to live with the complacent repetative queer movement of today. people are still chanting, "were here, were queer, get used to it" ha, they are used to it. no change is made there. jsut the same old fucking rederic, its stupid. if you want to make a change you have to go outside the confines of your government, just because they say they are on your side, doesnt make it true. we have to fight against opression in all forms. for the animals, for political prisoners, for women, for queers everywhere, and all who have been spit on or beaten for being different, or thinking differently. i know we appearently live in a much more open minded time, but i dont see it, its only a facade, a front, a mask they were to keep us sedated. if the public thinks its being protected then no one will worry. a dog wont know its tied up if it sits by the peg all day. gays especially, i know so many queers who are just interested in how they look. it makes me sick. if we all got together we could overthrow their rule, and their system. we could create our own, with a decentralized government. and everyone would be treated as equals. but no, people just want there new clothes, or their expencive make up, or there fucking starbucks. godamnit. everyone needs to stand up, and cast off and reject what they've been taught, these fucking morals, and social laws. i guess i'm just dreaming, though it does make me feel a bit better to know i'm not the only one.
umm..... wow, i ranted again. cool. lol. i know no one reads my posts anymore. and why should you. i miss having AIM. i miss some of you. but my comp still doesnt have internet yet, oh, it works fine, but the net wont work. oh, well. this depresed jerk shall now go watch a movie. bye. peace and freedom....
~WOLF~