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wow, its been a while since i updated, lol. the worst fucking thing happened on friday. me and a few friends went to this lame ass party, i didnt want to go but dan wanted me to, so i said ok. i got stoned and a drank a bit. later in the night i was hungry so i went into the kitchen and saw some chips and dip, and i got a chip and dipped it. i only had one. then just last night dan disides to tell me that there was some ground beef in the fucking dip. aaahh... fucking sick, i ate meat. i was so depresed last night. i know it was just a little bit of meat, but still its fucking gross, i felt like puking.
oh, and i kissed my friend, it ment nothing, mainly cuz it was a girl, hehe. it was just to show dan and some others who thought we should hook up, that we dont care what they think, and we were both drunk, lol, we were just showing them what they wanted to see, hehe.
i smoked the last of my weed last night, i dont know wheather or not i'll give drugs up completely. i tried some tweek a few weeks ago, and didnt really like it, and that shit is adictive as fuck, so fuck that, and i had some coke last week, that shit is the same so fuck it. i may give weed up too, not sure.
i still cant believe i ate meat, i didnt know that the dip had any in it so its not my fault, and i dont really believe dan. but i dont know weather or not its true so i'll believe him till he tells me other wise. oh, jeese, i need a cig. and i hate it. i think i'll go today with out one again, unless i go out. meh.
i feel like shit. oh, and if anyone was wondering, my computer is fucked up again, so thats why i am not on at all.
i feel so alone, not even in the, "oh, woe is me, for i do not have a boyfriend." lol. i feel left out and deserted.
i think i'll go visit those weirdos i left at northview tomarrow, hehe. i hope i wake up by 12:40. well, i do believe i shall be going now. ~pe(A)ce~
~NO ONE SPECIAL~
oh, and i kissed my friend, it ment nothing, mainly cuz it was a girl, hehe. it was just to show dan and some others who thought we should hook up, that we dont care what they think, and we were both drunk, lol, we were just showing them what they wanted to see, hehe.
i smoked the last of my weed last night, i dont know wheather or not i'll give drugs up completely. i tried some tweek a few weeks ago, and didnt really like it, and that shit is adictive as fuck, so fuck that, and i had some coke last week, that shit is the same so fuck it. i may give weed up too, not sure.
i still cant believe i ate meat, i didnt know that the dip had any in it so its not my fault, and i dont really believe dan. but i dont know weather or not its true so i'll believe him till he tells me other wise. oh, jeese, i need a cig. and i hate it. i think i'll go today with out one again, unless i go out. meh.
i feel like shit. oh, and if anyone was wondering, my computer is fucked up again, so thats why i am not on at all.
i feel so alone, not even in the, "oh, woe is me, for i do not have a boyfriend." lol. i feel left out and deserted.
i think i'll go visit those weirdos i left at northview tomarrow, hehe. i hope i wake up by 12:40. well, i do believe i shall be going now. ~pe(A)ce~
~NO ONE SPECIAL~