such = bizzare

[havojk]

& why = it that - regardless of my near fanatacism - I only learn A FULL YEAR SPENT that Jhonn Balance had died on the 14th of November 2004? I feel so so ignorant. Perhaps it = only now that I'm able to "deal with this"? For the past three days I felt only the hollow regarding this issue; this evening, having found a "death image" of Geoff that I found myself capable of falling apart. And fell I did...hard. Why must there be tears? Why must there be such sorrow? Such is the balance thereof. Such it the balance thereof...

MUSIC:Nature & Organisation - "To You (w/Richard Leviathan)"
MOOD: Sorrow & Love