Happy Days Are Here Today

[havojk]

wild. i rarely wake up feeling that i can take on the world anymore, but today = the day where i feel just that. and it's not due to the coffee, i swear. i deserve to feel this way more often than not. i'm not saying that sufferance should be avoided @ all expenses for how would i know when i'm having these "good" days. the only sensation that remains relentless is the burning surge of pain in my spine & the both of my legs. i don't have ant expectations that this will just dissolve into the oblivion it originated from. but i still have my passions for my writing that persuades me to concentrate on something outside of myself rather than to just sit here focusing on all that is not pleasant.

i recently discovered that i gain immense power from the waning and new moon, which's presently occurring. my present state of mind could be related to this. don't discount the power of the lunar tides.

i've been reading a book entitled:'Shadow Dance' by david richo. it deals with turning that "darkness" in us all into a beneficial outlet and strength to bring brilliance into the world. i suggest that any of you who feel outdone and @ the whim of that ambivalent force within you to check it out. he comes from a buddhist frame of reference, though it's not really no more buddhist than the koran.

i trust that all of you out there have an equally empowering day.