Mar 16, 2004 09:40
Ok i hate myself im stupid and inconciderit or however you spell that shitty word I am so weirded out right now My sister might be really sick cause she is gonna have blood work done this morning my dad said the worst possible thing that could happen is a form of cancer or lukimia how ever you spell that and he said the best scenario is an uper repiratory infection and asthma. I hope she is ok i know it will turn out well and everyone else does too i just need to keep a good atitude and it will all turn out even in my growing up stage thingy w/jaci i dont need to think about it already have long enough so it will turn out .OK enough emotional stuff today without being heard or just being paranoid. I really ireally am worried about alot of shit but i dont want to think the worst possibilities first hand.I might write later depending on whats on my mind.
Taylor