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never. again. why the fuck do i act like such a fucking god damn brainless moron when really i am fucking smarter than 99% of the population? i don't think i have ever actually used the words "never again", but even if i haven't, i don't except anyone or even myself to think it really is never again. but i hope to fucking god it is because i am sick of doing this all the fucking time. i create so much more work and stress and more fucking everything bad for myself just because i cant fucking think two minutes into the future. i am making progress in lots of other areas in my life but i just fucking god damn can't fucking make any in this one.
the amount of anger i feel is directly proportional to the amount of swear words i use. thats obvious.
the short version: i pushed myself as far as i ever have in terms of procrastinating on schoolwork and i am hoping that this is finally what i need to stop. fucking. doing. it.
the amount of anger i feel is directly proportional to the amount of swear words i use. thats obvious.
the short version: i pushed myself as far as i ever have in terms of procrastinating on schoolwork and i am hoping that this is finally what i need to stop. fucking. doing. it.