The boy/break up 2011, and Geology!
So the boy and I are no longer a thing-type-thing. It ended around late February, early March, and I am okay with it, surprisingly. I miss him a lot, but we just didn't go together. The sex was great though! Oh, if only that was enough to make a relationship work!
In other news:
I finished my Spring 2011 semester with ~::*bang*::~! 4.0 for the win! I'm smart :D This summer I will be taking Chemistry 1 and Trig. I am so scared! In the Fall, I will be taking Chem 2, Physics 1, and Mineralogy! All 3 classes are very hard and will be the final deciding factor on whether or not I continue this Geology quest! Actually, I'm not a quitter. I'll graduate with a degree in Geology whether I like it or not! My former 5 year old self insists!
Quando era jovem....
When I was a kid, I wanted to study earth science. I loved rocks and dirt and wanted to study rocks on Mars. Seriously. If the opportunity ever presented itself, I'd go live on Mars for the rest of my life and study it. A lot of people dont understand why I chose to start all over and go back to college to study something so "random". Well, allow me to explain!
After the fire, I realized I wanted to change things in my life. I wanted to try things I'd never done before (like: dating/saying "yes" when asked out, going to the movies *gasp* ALONE!). I could have been in the house and in bed asleep when the fire started, and I could have/would have DIED. I thought about life. I thought about what MY LIFE meant to ME. And honestly, I didnt like my life and wished I'd made better choices. If I had died in 2009, the only regret I'd have had was not pursuing Geology. So I applied, got accepted to the program, and I am now kicking ass and getting As in my major! I honestly had zero expectation when I started this. I told myself to try. Even if I fail, I'll be able to hold my head up on Judgment Day and say I fucking tried! :D
Unfortunately, I am not prepared for success (I know that doesnt make much sense!). I see the potential DOOM and failure in everything I do, and I prepare myself for disappointment. I dont know what to do when things work out.
We'll see...
Tchau
In other news:
I finished my Spring 2011 semester with ~::*bang*::~! 4.0 for the win! I'm smart :D This summer I will be taking Chemistry 1 and Trig. I am so scared! In the Fall, I will be taking Chem 2, Physics 1, and Mineralogy! All 3 classes are very hard and will be the final deciding factor on whether or not I continue this Geology quest! Actually, I'm not a quitter. I'll graduate with a degree in Geology whether I like it or not! My former 5 year old self insists!
Quando era jovem....
When I was a kid, I wanted to study earth science. I loved rocks and dirt and wanted to study rocks on Mars. Seriously. If the opportunity ever presented itself, I'd go live on Mars for the rest of my life and study it. A lot of people dont understand why I chose to start all over and go back to college to study something so "random". Well, allow me to explain!
After the fire, I realized I wanted to change things in my life. I wanted to try things I'd never done before (like: dating/saying "yes" when asked out, going to the movies *gasp* ALONE!). I could have been in the house and in bed asleep when the fire started, and I could have/would have DIED. I thought about life. I thought about what MY LIFE meant to ME. And honestly, I didnt like my life and wished I'd made better choices. If I had died in 2009, the only regret I'd have had was not pursuing Geology. So I applied, got accepted to the program, and I am now kicking ass and getting As in my major! I honestly had zero expectation when I started this. I told myself to try. Even if I fail, I'll be able to hold my head up on Judgment Day and say I fucking tried! :D
Unfortunately, I am not prepared for success (I know that doesnt make much sense!). I see the potential DOOM and failure in everything I do, and I prepare myself for disappointment. I dont know what to do when things work out.
We'll see...
Tchau