I only come to bitch

[haver]

I hate that abrupt jolting feeling when someone that you thought knew you really well does something to totally let you down. Then they claim they didn't know it would hurt you. Then I think to myself, I'm not even mad about the actual thing... I'm mad that I thought you knew me better. That meant so much more to me. Then I'm left sad that someone did something to hurt me, and left feeling foolish for thinking they actually would have known it would.
I guess it's just one of those moments you have to take knowing that in human relationships now and again people are going to let you down. But damn it still hurts.