May 24, 2005 23:18
ok...well...yesterday was a catastrophy! or however you spell it! gosh! i HATE hurting peoplE!!!!! i HATE IT!!!!! so....hunter was over....and it was all innocent! i SWEAR! i was getting ready to go to taylor's house to spend the night and he just came by to say hey, and he was just playing my bass....anyways!....before any of that, clark had asked if he could take me to taylor's house, and i told him that i would ask my mom and call him back when i finished getting ready. SOOOOOO.... hunter and i are just sitting there, and i get a phone call from taylor saying that clark drove by my house and saw hunter's car and was PISSED! i was SO scarEd! he had just called before she did and i didn't answer cuz something happened that i'm not going to mention cuz it's not important... so i then answered when he called the second time...he asked what was going on and i told him that hunter was here and we were just hanging out and talking....which was true... clark asked what else was going on and i asked what he meant....i told him that i would tell him the truth if he asked me a question, so then he asked "is it true that you and hunter still like eachother" i wasn't going to lie to him....so i said "yes" i told him that i still had feelings for hunter. and he took it well at first, and said some things, but then he kinda got upset at the end of the conversation and said that he had to go. later he called back, and started to talk about something that happened at school that day, then he just said "i don't understand....what happened?" i told him that i honestly didn't know why, because i don't! then he said something that KILLED me insidE! he told me that i ripped his heart out....it was NOT fun! anyways! on a happier note...i spent a whole lot of time with taylor today, and i LOVED it! i love that girl! i met chase...this guy that tay and lena and everyone is ALWAYS talk'n bout! he's pretty trunch... after that my mom made me come home, and hunter, morgan, and marcus came over and hung out for a little bit...it was tight! i've missed hunter! SO SO much! i guess you could say that we're "talking"... it's tight....