hmmmm....
I just realized that I never explained those poems. Not that they need to be explained...but I never wrote anything else other than them.
I know I've written better. I try not change or alter poems after I write them, but these were pretty crude-written late at night when I just wanted some way to vent. ...But they are pretty good, and it is what I wanted to say.
But...I'm afraid it still hurts. I know it'll be awhile before I'm completely over him. But I'm doing better. And writing poems help, which is why I wrote those.
You know, I've noticed that my livejournal has glitched a few times. A post or two of mine(I don't remember exactly which ones right now)didn't lock. Maybe I didn't do it right....but I'm sure I did. It's weird... I hope it doesn't glitch anymore. Maybe I'll look more into it....and/or have one of you help.
Hmmmm.....what else is going on with me? Not a lot. Just doing what I normally do, except for the lack of Laura. After chatting with her I felt bad...I didn't mean for it to go that way. But it did and I can't change that now. So, that's it. I told her to just keep from me because I don't want to deal with it anymore. So I've completely severed myself from it. We're not going to talk anymore, in person or online, and I haven't gone to her journal since I sent her that email trying to be open... We won't even talk about how the response to that went... Because we won't even talk about her anymore. I meant what I said(although I haven't said it here): I'm over this. It's a closed subject...there's simply just nothing more to say.
Well, I gotta take the dogs out now. Hey, let me know if my lj is still glitching. ...hopefully it will lock right this time.
I know I've written better. I try not change or alter poems after I write them, but these were pretty crude-written late at night when I just wanted some way to vent. ...But they are pretty good, and it is what I wanted to say.
But...I'm afraid it still hurts. I know it'll be awhile before I'm completely over him. But I'm doing better. And writing poems help, which is why I wrote those.
You know, I've noticed that my livejournal has glitched a few times. A post or two of mine(I don't remember exactly which ones right now)didn't lock. Maybe I didn't do it right....but I'm sure I did. It's weird... I hope it doesn't glitch anymore. Maybe I'll look more into it....and/or have one of you help.
Hmmmm.....what else is going on with me? Not a lot. Just doing what I normally do, except for the lack of Laura. After chatting with her I felt bad...I didn't mean for it to go that way. But it did and I can't change that now. So, that's it. I told her to just keep from me because I don't want to deal with it anymore. So I've completely severed myself from it. We're not going to talk anymore, in person or online, and I haven't gone to her journal since I sent her that email trying to be open... We won't even talk about how the response to that went... Because we won't even talk about her anymore. I meant what I said(although I haven't said it here): I'm over this. It's a closed subject...there's simply just nothing more to say.
Well, I gotta take the dogs out now. Hey, let me know if my lj is still glitching. ...hopefully it will lock right this time.