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I don't even think that it's going to be winter break that kills me.
It's going to be the you're-a-half-hour-away-from-me that kills me.
A seven minute walk across campus, whenever I want, is what I'll miss.
Not seeing him everyday.
He's the one I fall asleep next to every night and the one I wake up next to every morning, for the past two months.
Not doing this for a month in a half? Oh God.
I'm head over heels about this boy. It's not like anything I've ever experienced.
Both of us are stressed out about this. Incredibly upset.
I've never been one to believe in a "long-distance relationship."
Hell, I've never had a reason to.
That's going to have to change.
Just relaxing together. I'll miss it.
I'll miss him.
Meals will be lonely. Going from eating with the boy I think the world of, to a 80% chance of eating alone.
Fuck. When won't I be alone.
We don't really like the internet. We rarely talk on it. We'd rather spend our time together.
I guess as long as we both trust that we still love each other, everything will be fine.
He and I are in this together. It's not one sided.
From the romance to the crazy shit we do. It all means so much.
I really have no idea where I would be if I hadn't met him. He's showed me so much about myself, as he says he's a better person when he's around me.
Late January couldn't come sooner.
I miss him and we haven't even left yet.
Six nights left together on our own, five days.
We know how much we love each other. Yet, I still don't feel like I have enough time to spend with him.
I don't think forever would be enough time.
It's going to be the you're-a-half-hour-away-from-me that kills me.
A seven minute walk across campus, whenever I want, is what I'll miss.
Not seeing him everyday.
He's the one I fall asleep next to every night and the one I wake up next to every morning, for the past two months.
Not doing this for a month in a half? Oh God.
I'm head over heels about this boy. It's not like anything I've ever experienced.
Both of us are stressed out about this. Incredibly upset.
I've never been one to believe in a "long-distance relationship."
Hell, I've never had a reason to.
That's going to have to change.
Just relaxing together. I'll miss it.
I'll miss him.
Meals will be lonely. Going from eating with the boy I think the world of, to a 80% chance of eating alone.
Fuck. When won't I be alone.
We don't really like the internet. We rarely talk on it. We'd rather spend our time together.
I guess as long as we both trust that we still love each other, everything will be fine.
He and I are in this together. It's not one sided.
From the romance to the crazy shit we do. It all means so much.
I really have no idea where I would be if I hadn't met him. He's showed me so much about myself, as he says he's a better person when he's around me.
Late January couldn't come sooner.
I miss him and we haven't even left yet.
Six nights left together on our own, five days.
We know how much we love each other. Yet, I still don't feel like I have enough time to spend with him.
I don't think forever would be enough time.