new years was fun. i've made some positive changes since then. i'm back to school and that's going great. i've been working out with my personal trainer and doing a cycling class, i feel a lot better getting into shape and being active. the family life is better but still not great, but whatever i've got plans and i'm not going to let them hold me back. as soon as that nursing degree is in my hands i am long gone, no matter what. i'm moving back into my apartment till june when the lease is up and once that day comes i plan on being self centered for awhile. as in, focus on me and do what makes me happy for once, and stop letting other people get in the way, it's time to get move on, i feel like i've been stuck in this rut for years and it's time to get out. and that's all i have to say.