because i'm coming back
okay, i'm moving home. that's really shitty in and of itself. Austins decided to join the army and if things go to plan i guess will be leaving this fall. and this of course has caused my mom to start drinking again sense she was just waiting for an excuse.
Whats really frustrating me and at the same time making me wicked upset is Angela and moving out. I feel like shes looking for reasons to be mad and stay mad at me and on top of everything else I just don't have the energy to deal with it. I don't even know why she was intially mad, i doubt she even does too. I thought everything was pretty much going to be done with saturday when i finished moving everything out and now i'm getting angry and rude messages on facebook saying i need to come back this week to clean because its not her responsibilty. I hate everything.
i don't want to be here. I'm so tired of stupid shit like this. I just want to fast forward my life like 4 years and be done with all of this and happy.
time is either too slow or way to fast, and never the speed i'm hoping for. fuck fuck fuck
Whats really frustrating me and at the same time making me wicked upset is Angela and moving out. I feel like shes looking for reasons to be mad and stay mad at me and on top of everything else I just don't have the energy to deal with it. I don't even know why she was intially mad, i doubt she even does too. I thought everything was pretty much going to be done with saturday when i finished moving everything out and now i'm getting angry and rude messages on facebook saying i need to come back this week to clean because its not her responsibilty. I hate everything.
i don't want to be here. I'm so tired of stupid shit like this. I just want to fast forward my life like 4 years and be done with all of this and happy.
time is either too slow or way to fast, and never the speed i'm hoping for. fuck fuck fuck