Another night alone in the city, Yeah

Jan 03, 2010 22:50

i feel like i've been using this a lot lately. i don't know if its helping me collect my thoughts better or not but i keep feeling compelled to write things down somewhere and this is just easiest i guess.
gerry just came home. its my first night with him here too, and its kind of weird for me now. haha

anyways my original thought process on writing was centered around the past 3 days (4 nights i suppose).
i find it incredicably strange how much time passes before i notice things that should probably be significant.
it took me someone else to break down and join something stupid to keep in touch to realize the lack of keeping in touch it has done for me, and that i've been doing.
it made me realize a lot of people have been 'growing' or just moving on with out me, and i with out them.
the past few months have been very strange for me, with new and old people crashing in and out.
i don't know how to feel anymore, i'm very confused on my what seems like every aspect of my life at this point.
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