its not from you, you don't cause it
i'm so sick of having a big heart and not being able to move on.
i don't understand how people manage to get such a hold on me.
its like as soon as i move on and am starting to be happy and get my life together they decied its a good time to come crashing back into and fuck me up all over again.
i just want to be happy, and know whats going on in my own head. and yours, cause i don't think you're all that sure either, and i don't believe you're being entirely honest. i don't think you ever really were.
i just want to sleep forever. i hate it here, and i hate it in boston.
i'm so sick of this.
i don't understand how people manage to get such a hold on me.
its like as soon as i move on and am starting to be happy and get my life together they decied its a good time to come crashing back into and fuck me up all over again.
i just want to be happy, and know whats going on in my own head. and yours, cause i don't think you're all that sure either, and i don't believe you're being entirely honest. i don't think you ever really were.
i just want to sleep forever. i hate it here, and i hate it in boston.
i'm so sick of this.