i want to keep seeing you i just don't know what you want
We didn't bounce back last year, and I think it was for the best, still.
Things keep happening though, and its weird not to have you to talk to about.
I feel like I'm 5 years old and incapable of taking on my life alone but I don't have a choice, I feel like I never really did.
There is SO much happening in my life right now but at the same time none of it seems that immediate, or big, but I think it is big and I'm just trying to pretend its not.
I don't know this weekend brought a lotttt of information to my attention, none of which I'm too happy about but its not really my say in the matters either.
I'm so overwhelmed.
I'm going to be twenty this week.
Things keep happening though, and its weird not to have you to talk to about.
I feel like I'm 5 years old and incapable of taking on my life alone but I don't have a choice, I feel like I never really did.
There is SO much happening in my life right now but at the same time none of it seems that immediate, or big, but I think it is big and I'm just trying to pretend its not.
I don't know this weekend brought a lotttt of information to my attention, none of which I'm too happy about but its not really my say in the matters either.
I'm so overwhelmed.
I'm going to be twenty this week.