you have stolen my heart
i'm worried that i'm drowning, and that no one's going to be able to pull me out of it but myself.
i don't have the energy. and anyone i might trust seems to be in a similar situation.
i'm just waiting for things to be better, i don't think they're going to be though. i'm worried there will always be something.
i'm just sick of everything, i need to drop off the face of the planet for a few weeks and get my life together when not being caught up in the middle of it. fuck fuck fuck.
i don't have the energy. and anyone i might trust seems to be in a similar situation.
i'm just waiting for things to be better, i don't think they're going to be though. i'm worried there will always be something.
i'm just sick of everything, i need to drop off the face of the planet for a few weeks and get my life together when not being caught up in the middle of it. fuck fuck fuck.