should have brought you home with me
i'm drinking beer cause i don't know what else to do with myself. i fucking hate beer.
i can't sleep; my insomnia is back like crazy and i'm just really miserable on top of everything.
my parents fucking suck, i will probably never spend a night here again.
i'm so sick of everything and everyone and all this fucking bullshit. i can't do this anymore.
i just want to get fucked up and spend the night with a nice boy, who i'm not worried about sucking me into some stupid emotional roller-coaster
and will make me feel safe, and just okay for the first time in years.
i'm so lonely and so so tired of it. i just want to curl up and sleep forever, and i can't even do it for a normal amount of time.
i can't sleep; my insomnia is back like crazy and i'm just really miserable on top of everything.
my parents fucking suck, i will probably never spend a night here again.
i'm so sick of everything and everyone and all this fucking bullshit. i can't do this anymore.
i just want to get fucked up and spend the night with a nice boy, who i'm not worried about sucking me into some stupid emotional roller-coaster
and will make me feel safe, and just okay for the first time in years.
i'm so lonely and so so tired of it. i just want to curl up and sleep forever, and i can't even do it for a normal amount of time.