everything will be okay
i really hate having expectations of people because they are never met when i really need them to be and it leaves me continually disappointed.
yesterday was angela's birthday, kyle and richard went home, and otto had a girl thing from home come up for the night so he didn't see her all day we sat on our porch after i got out of work, and she came back from her bad new hampshire home day trip and watched movies all night cause it was too hot to make the cake i bought. i feel awful, she deserves so much better.
i called chelsea crying earlier cause i was just so frustrated with everything in my life, she made me feel a lot better, i know it didn't really solve anything and i'm probably going to end up crying or wanting to really badly in a day or two but for now its okay.
i'm just so sick of being miserable, and let down constantly. i'm sick of caring, about anything.
yesterday was angela's birthday, kyle and richard went home, and otto had a girl thing from home come up for the night so he didn't see her all day we sat on our porch after i got out of work, and she came back from her bad new hampshire home day trip and watched movies all night cause it was too hot to make the cake i bought. i feel awful, she deserves so much better.
i called chelsea crying earlier cause i was just so frustrated with everything in my life, she made me feel a lot better, i know it didn't really solve anything and i'm probably going to end up crying or wanting to really badly in a day or two but for now its okay.
i'm just so sick of being miserable, and let down constantly. i'm sick of caring, about anything.