Flight of the Conchords
They amuse me so.
Kevin threw videos at my inter-face*cauff* of their performances. I love Business Time and Jenny. Of course I would.
Lexi, dear, I love/hate you. Adium has consumed my being. I hope you're happy, I hope you're happy now... *shot*
It really is quite the program. It makes love to my messaging needs.
I'm thinking of messing with my hair again. I have an appointment for Thursday night. I'm still not sure what I'm doing, but it's getting done. I'm trying to find a way to get down to movie night on Friday... I'm seeing if someone can get me from work maybe. Or I could try busing. I still have to confirm with my mother...
Kevin is going to university. I knew this. But only now is it smacking me in the face along with the overbearing loneliness I shouldn't really feel.
I need to be supportive of him, and keep him from getting depressed about the same, relatively unimportant (in terms of life things), issue. I'm such a liar. I don't think that at all.
i used to think relationships, all though nice, wouldn't, shouldn't be, terribly important. But they are, they end up becoming large. Why? I figure it's because relationships force us to go through life with someone else, further pushing us as people to develop for the good of both parties. At least, that's how I see it. I could have gone on without him. But it would be different. Maybe things would have been better during second semester - better grades, my family less caring of my personal life- but maybe not. Perhaps i would have fallen into a rut of endless self-conciousness and spite, and failed still, or worse, and been as miserable- if not more so. I could have gotten caught up with my friends still. Or I could have driven myself mad with attention to school I do not naturally posses.
In any case, I think those preconceptions about relationships are baloney. I'm guilty of having had them too.
Fuck, I'm going to miss him.
I can't keep track of what I'm writing. I'm silly like that.
Anyways, I saw Stardust- it was pretty. I also saw some other movies here and there... I saw a documentary on the word "Fuck" called F!CK. I liked it.
I have to go do the dishes.
/entry.
Kevin threw videos at my inter-face*cauff* of their performances. I love Business Time and Jenny. Of course I would.
Lexi, dear, I love/hate you. Adium has consumed my being. I hope you're happy, I hope you're happy now... *shot*
It really is quite the program. It makes love to my messaging needs.
I'm thinking of messing with my hair again. I have an appointment for Thursday night. I'm still not sure what I'm doing, but it's getting done. I'm trying to find a way to get down to movie night on Friday... I'm seeing if someone can get me from work maybe. Or I could try busing. I still have to confirm with my mother...
Kevin is going to university. I knew this. But only now is it smacking me in the face along with the overbearing loneliness I shouldn't really feel.
I need to be supportive of him, and keep him from getting depressed about the same, relatively unimportant (in terms of life things), issue. I'm such a liar. I don't think that at all.
i used to think relationships, all though nice, wouldn't, shouldn't be, terribly important. But they are, they end up becoming large. Why? I figure it's because relationships force us to go through life with someone else, further pushing us as people to develop for the good of both parties. At least, that's how I see it. I could have gone on without him. But it would be different. Maybe things would have been better during second semester - better grades, my family less caring of my personal life- but maybe not. Perhaps i would have fallen into a rut of endless self-conciousness and spite, and failed still, or worse, and been as miserable- if not more so. I could have gotten caught up with my friends still. Or I could have driven myself mad with attention to school I do not naturally posses.
In any case, I think those preconceptions about relationships are baloney. I'm guilty of having had them too.
Fuck, I'm going to miss him.
I can't keep track of what I'm writing. I'm silly like that.
Anyways, I saw Stardust- it was pretty. I also saw some other movies here and there... I saw a documentary on the word "Fuck" called F!CK. I liked it.
I have to go do the dishes.
/entry.