Thoughts or something resembling them

Jul 21, 2004 21:59

See, the problem with these journals is that, whenever I do my thinking isn't the same as when I am online. I mean, let's be honest, I can't think and, well, move at the same time. Mostly my thinking time is at night, when I'm trying to fall asleep. That can be a good 2-3 hours from when I go to bed and when I fall asleep. Of course, the trouble with that is, by the time you wake up, you have forgotten all your profound thoughts. Of course, none of this would be a problem if I had anything that I DID to write about in my LJ, so I could go the route of reporting my actions rather then penning my thoughts.

Man, I need some mood buttons. Hey, Cat, where are those stick people mood buttons? Those are hilarious. Not that my mood ever changes. It's either content to happy, or bored to content. If there was a scale, I would always hover around the same thing. I mean, and that's pretty happy in the wide scale of things.

Depressed. . .Unhappy. . ..[Bored. . . .Happy]. . . .Joyous
. . .|-----|-----|-----|-----|-----|-----|-----|-----|-----|
. . . . . .Sad. . . . . . Blah. . . . .[Content. . . .Merry]. . ..Ecstatic

See? I hope lj doesn't ruin my scale, I worked hard on it and looks perfect right now.
Edit: Ack. They ruined my scale. Of course. Frustrating. Why can't they just take my word for it, when I tell them I want 4 or 5 spaces in a row? Hmm. How to fix this. Periods? Looks sloppy. But so will everything else. Fine. I give in. Let's try it.

Anyways, I bracketed where I mostly am. Though 'merry' isn't a word I usually use to describe myself, it fits, and it conveys my meaning. Anyways, there are many other emotions< imean, just look at how many words lj was for your mood (These emotions represented as 'dashes' on my scale) but when I am searching for a word to describe how I am feeling, I most often come up with bored or happy. But maybe having icons portraying my mood would help my eloquence. Sounds about right.

Wow, I'd never seen all the moods livejournal has. How can I pick one? If you get that specific, i'm like eight of those things right now. Accomplished (Is that a MOOD? I just thought that was something I was. And yes, it comes naturally.) Amused (By myself.) Awake (Well, duh.) Blank (...) Confused (Obviously.) Contemplative (That's where all these deep, profound thoughts are coming from.) Content (Didn't we talk about this already?) Exanimate (Just kidding. I'm not even sure what this means.) Frustrated (Must you ruin my pointless scale?) high (I get high a lot. Just kidding. Maybe.) Lazy (Always.) Quixotic (Ooh, I know this one! It was a JOV word! Happy or optimistic. I think. Don't quote me on that.) Recumbent (I thought that was a type of bike?) Moody (Look at all my moods!) and Silly. That's 15. Minus two where I was 'kidding' and two where I just wanted to make a irrelevant but clever (or something) comment.

Wow, I am so silly. But isn't my scale awesome? Not everyone can make that kind of precise graph.

One last thing: Nobody should trust a word Caz says! She's 'ebil' and lies! It wasn't me!

Hmm, weird, lj spell check doesn't deal with contractions very well.
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