How?
How could I fall so hard after knowing you for just a short time?
How is it that this can hurt so fucking much?
I've done this before, been through this before, and it never hurt like this.
Is it because the reasons are so ridiculous but not your fault at all?
Is it because I can't find anyone to blame but myself?
Is it because I don't have the people with me who could do anything?
Is it because I don't have anyone near me who can hold me?
Maybe it's because it's different the same.
This time it's not like it's supposed to be.
This time it's not everybody else's story.
This time it isn't Romeo and Juliet or Tristan and Isolde.
This time it's everything else and nothing that anyone can handle.
So why am I still in bed at 12:40 when there's nothing that I can do about it anyways?
And what about the person that I hurt?
Was it the same?
Did they wish never to leave bed again?
How can I know that I didn't make it just as bad?
How can I know that everything is going to be alright when everyone is getting hurt?
How is it that this can hurt so fucking much?
I've done this before, been through this before, and it never hurt like this.
Is it because the reasons are so ridiculous but not your fault at all?
Is it because I can't find anyone to blame but myself?
Is it because I don't have the people with me who could do anything?
Is it because I don't have anyone near me who can hold me?
Maybe it's because it's different the same.
This time it's not like it's supposed to be.
This time it's not everybody else's story.
This time it isn't Romeo and Juliet or Tristan and Isolde.
This time it's everything else and nothing that anyone can handle.
So why am I still in bed at 12:40 when there's nothing that I can do about it anyways?
And what about the person that I hurt?
Was it the same?
Did they wish never to leave bed again?
How can I know that I didn't make it just as bad?
How can I know that everything is going to be alright when everyone is getting hurt?