Sep 26, 2004 19:10
today was full and waste.
my dad almost got swallowed by the hurricane. but not before having drinks at the don caesar. - this is my number one dream romantic get away spot. the pinks match the ocean's many blues so perfectly. it almost makes the state of florida worth while.
went to union pool last night. it was a pretty good time.
things are beginning to smooth into some sort of routine. (as much as i ever have them) if only that meant i developed a better system for time management and a work ethic. but i guess that just ain't in me.
sometimes i really wish i wasn't such a jerk. i really do. or at least i wasn't so fucking selfish. i don't mean to hurt people. but i can't seem to get close to anyone without it resulting in wounds.
if i hadn't wasted so much time. maybe i could devote the time and mental energy this issue deserves. i owe it to you.