not much to write about except *him*...
I saw the guy i like again yesterday 3 times and today once where he worked, i don't even know him and i've hardly spoken to him but i still like him sooo much!!!!which is lame but anyway.He's been less confusing the last 2 days because he's just been flirting and looking at me and he's so cute it makes it really hard to be irritated with him!He doesn't stare at me anymore, i think he stopped doing that when he realised i actually noticed,and i CAN'T even talk to him because i'm such a wimp and too shy to say anything other than hello, goodbye and asking him where to find certain foods(he works in a supermarket)etc.I REALLY wish he'd just talk to me but he's also really shy so i doubt he will, but i'd be soo happy if he asked me out, but in a way i wouldn't want to go out with him cos theres loads of stuff that would probably put him off me, but, no, actually a bigger part of me would be VERY VERY happy!!!!!!I don't even know how old he is but i would say he's about 17 or 18. i think 19 is the oldest he would be cos he doesn't look that old but i reckon he's 18 which is 3 years older than me, i wouldn't care about that but do guys get embarrased going out with someone younger than them???????????????????Or isn't it really a big deal???
That is going to bug me for a while now!!!
I'll probably rant more about him on saturday when i know he works so i'll go and do the shopping :D but he only lives down the road from me so i may see him before, now i'm not sure that i want to get over him:/I've liked him for a long time and it would feel like i was just giving up and like i'd wasted all that time thinking about him or trying to get the courage to talk to him , but i hate being upset about it aswell so yea i dunno what i should do i don't really think i could get over him yet and whenever i try i always see him when i'm out around this area so it makes it hard.
K well
betta go i guess
*Jess*
I'll try not to make my posts only about him.I just can't help it!!yes i know i'm sad.
That is going to bug me for a while now!!!
I'll probably rant more about him on saturday when i know he works so i'll go and do the shopping :D but he only lives down the road from me so i may see him before, now i'm not sure that i want to get over him:/I've liked him for a long time and it would feel like i was just giving up and like i'd wasted all that time thinking about him or trying to get the courage to talk to him , but i hate being upset about it aswell so yea i dunno what i should do i don't really think i could get over him yet and whenever i try i always see him when i'm out around this area so it makes it hard.
K well
betta go i guess
*Jess*
I'll try not to make my posts only about him.I just can't help it!!yes i know i'm sad.